He Got Me Pregnant

I don't know how everything passed without Daryl's attention on me. This is the first time that he's not paying attention me. I barely see him too. I guess for two weeks already.

I don't know if what happened way back is the reason but I couldn't think of anything else rather than that.

This is good though, for at least I am no longer seeing his face for a while now. I can finally rest my heart.

The modelling continues making me tired and drain day by day.

We are also traveling from places for some specific areas and backgrounds but mostly we are just in the studio.

Sometimes, when Daryl is around, I would expect him to mess with me again but I'm wrong. He would just ask the manager how is everything going without staying for long.

I sat on the dresser while looking at myself in the mirror. I don't know what's affecting my mood right now, but I'm sure I'm not fine.

I took a deep breath and tried to smile, but that smile is pretty weak.

Neysha. What is happening to you? Why is he affecting you this way again?

“Damn this is not good.” I whispered and bit my lower lip.

I sighed too as I stare at the woman in my reflection.

“Everything will be fine after this contract. Stop getting away from your focus, Neysha.”

I tried to cheer up myself but I can't. I'm so fucked up.

Why didn't he talk to me? Why didn't he at least told me that he's upset? But fuck, why would I expect that he'd tell me that? Am I crazy?

“Let's go out.”

I blinked many times in front of my mirror when I saw Daryl behind me. Since I am in front of a mirror, I can see him clearly.

“Where?” I asked.

He didn't answer then and turned his back on me. So, I had no choice but to grab my bag and walk with him quickly.

Wow I can't believe I am running to him now. This is looking so weird, Neysha. This is not healthy anymore.

we

me instead he

still angry? For what? He's jealous about the fact

went to his car immediately. He just opened the front seat from inside

yet. I

we are getting far already and he's not even

some things or just talk some things but I end up taking deep breaths only because I can't do anything about

realize it that I fell asleep from the whole travel. I just woke up when I can feel that

looked at the driver's seat, I saw no

Where's Daryl?

to see a very relaxing view. I guess

trees, you can see

I even forgot for some moment that I am

inside.” I heard a baritone

to see him standing in a Villa with his hands inside his

words till then and just went

held my breath because of

villa is this?” I finally

said and sat on the sofa.

did you bring me

“To talk.” He said.

“About what?”

a bottle of wine first and drink it straight. I don't

me, Ney. Five years ago, did something

with those words. There's pain

I gasp.

“Nothing. Why?” I lied.

again and

I left you that night and got married to someone else.” His voice

guess, I still deserve to

looked at him

pain you are feeling