Flashbacks

Life is similar to a roller coaster. We all have our highs and lows, but we don’t really know the path we’re going to go through in life. We have to either wait to see what life has to offer, or go out to live life itself. I, myself, am waiting to see what life has to offer me.

It’s sad, really. I’ve always waited to see what life had in store for me, except for a few known instances. Getting this opportunity to get to know my father and half-siblings is truly a blessing, one that both hurts but is also nice. I know I’m going to do everything in my power to take advantage of this opportunity.

I still haven’t had a clear look at his children, besides seeing them on social media and in pictures. He has two children, by the way.

I had a conversation with Noah last night. I still can’t let anyone know that he did it. I was able to tell it was him by his voice, but I have to put it in the past. Plus, I’ve been healing really well now. Just a few bruises were left; thankfully nothing was broken. I should probably get on with my day now.

I closed the notebook Mrs. Lavrin, also known as Celeste, gave me. I should probably start calling her by her first name now, as calling her Mrs. Lavrin or “the woman” is a bit weird. I’ve been hoping to speak with Dan today, if only Noah remembers to give it to me. Just thinking of him - Noah - reminds me of the conversation we had last night. I’ll have to talk to my father and tell him to drop the case.

As I got myself out of bed, I heard a knock on the door. I went to open it, revealing Celeste holding a bag of clothes in her hands. She looks extremely cheerful for it being morning.

“Good morning! I hope you had a good night’s sleep. I bought some clothes for you to wear. I hope they fit and you like them! Breakfast is going to be ready in around 30 minutes, which gives you plenty of time to get yourself ready,” she quickly rushed out, not taking a deep breath to calm herself now.

I took the bag of clothes from her with a small smile. “Thank you, Celeste.” And then she smiled, hard.

“Oh, gosh, thank God! I thought you weren’t going to stop calling me Mrs. Lavrin,” she said as she made a disgusted face. “It makes me feel really old. Anyway, I’ll see you down in 30 minutes.” She waved goodbye and walked away before giving me time to answer her.

Whatever coffee she uses - I want it.

I closed the door to my room and laid out all of the clothes on the bed. Thankfully, half of them were oversized. Even the underwears and bras were my size, surprisingly. I picked out some clothes that consisted of some sweatpants and a sweatshirt as I wanted to be comfortable today, even if that meant I had to look like someone who didn’t have a life. Then, I went to the bathroom and took a nice long shower with burning hot water.

Putting a towel around my body, I left the bathroom. I put on the clothes then went back into the bathroom to brush my teeth. As for my hair, I just put it in a messy bun since I had no hair products with me. Before I left my room, I made sure I looked somewhat presentable, then began making my short journey to the kitchen.

The closer I got to the kitchen, the more the scent of delicious foods reached me. I walked into the kitchen where I saw everyone seated peacefully: Noah, Celeste, my father, and Norma and Dominic - the kids. Admittedly, I felt a bit awkward since I felt like I was intruding on them. I was like the odd one out.

I was about to leave the kitchen unnoticed when Arthur, my father, called out to me. “Hey, sweetie,” he greeted. “I see that you’re joining us for breakfast. How was your sleep?” he asked.

I forced out a smile. “Hi, Arthur. I slept well, and you?” I asked back. Immediately, I noticed that his shoulders slumped when I called him Arthur instead of Dad. It’s not entirely my fault though - sometimes I’m calling him father, other times I’m calling him by his name, but today I’m calling him by his first name.

“I slept well, honey,” he sighed out. “Come sit down. Your plate is next to Norma.”

Slowly, I made my way over to

some reason, I had a feeling that he was more outgoing than his sister, but probably also more protective. He didn’t wave nor smile

up for my bad attitude yesterday. At first, Dominic was very standoffish and didn’t speak to me as much as everyone else at the table, but by the

truth but I realized that he would probably invite me to go somewhere with him or make me do something, which is

get some things from my apartment as well as make

have Noah come with you,

head. “No, no, that’s alright. It’s only a few things - I can just call an Uber. It’s not that

hand in the air; “it’s no trouble. The man who assaulted you could still be out there and I want you to be as safe as possible. Besides, I assigned Noah as your

nodded my head and prepared to leave, but then Noah materialized out of nowhere, scaring

you,” he said whilst rubbing the side of his face. “I have a habit of being

before telling him it was alright. “Oh, I forgot to ask, but do you have my phone? I was

in realization and he dug into his pockets, pulling out my phone. “Yeah, I have it. I got it when I was doing a checkup of

thanking him, then headed out to the car, a bit nervous about how the day would go. THroughout the whole car ride, Noah and I didn’t speak. We would catch each other staring at the other, but then we would quickly

the past few days, I just now received it. Can we hang out later today if you

Ofc, I don’t have work today. We have a lot to catch

good. Where do you want to meet up?

can pick you up and we

meet you at the cafe. I didn’t want him to come and pick me

he

and it was the same as when I left it. Noah was right behind me as we walked to the door. I began feeling a bit self-conscious as I

with myself until now. My books were still on the shelf in the

or anything to drink?” I

“No, thank you.”

go grab a few things. It shouldn’t

as he continued to look around

the money I’ve been saving for the past few months. I only grabbed 3,000 and left the rest in case I’d

into the living room to

done,” I announced, catching his

whilst pointing to the things