Fated To The Alpha

Read Fated To The Alpha [by Jessica Hall] Chapter 216 – Kyan POV

Kaif growls menacingly in my head when I walk away from her. My mind and heart are at war with themselves. My very essence is calling out for her, my power calling on hers. I wanted to race back to her. Beg for her forgiveness, but at the same time, I hated her. She was too weak to handle my beast, which is precisely what Kaif is without my necklace. Though I doubt he would ever be chained down again by my Talisman now that he had been free for so long.

The first time I shifted, I was three, my father realized instantly that the stories o four bloodline were true, they weren’t stories, and I have been looking for a way t o fix that mistake ever since. Distraught with my grief, I did the most foolish thing I ever could have done. I tossed my Talisman in my father’s coffin, burying it with him. Unleashing Kaif.

Kaif was a force that could not be tamed; I barely held onto my control as it was. I could put Marabella at risk. She all brought him forward just by being near; he craved her. For years my Uncle and I have managed to keep him hidden. The only other person knowing what I am is Jonah. He only managed to get out a few times without my knowledge. Both times it almost cost my Uncle’s life, and as he grew older, I had no choice but to trust someone else with my secret. Jonah, I trusted with my life, so I let him out.

His reaction to seeing us was a typical Jonah reaction. After he picked his jaw up off the ground, of course, his smartass attitude came out.

“You look like a dog standing on two legs,” Jonah said, not fazed in the slightest by the eight-foot monster standing in front of him. We growled at him, and he waved us off.

“When you said your wolf was different, and you couldn’t let him out, I figured you were embarrassed; I expected you to come out like a cute little pomeranian, not like bigfoot,” Jonah mocked. Kaif took a liking to him from then on, so whenever I needed to let him out, Jonah always came to keep him in check and make sure he didn’t rip apart any neighboring towns. I knew he would be angered about not telling him Marabella is my mate. Jonah loved her, he always had, and I didn’t want to upset him by knowing his best friend and the one person that hated her was destined for her.

Marabella couldn’t undo all my restraints; she made keeping my control unstable. She was unbalanced and far too weak to handle Kaif. I thought she would grow up strong, fearless, but the girl appeared scared of her own shadow.

Growling, a few Alphas jump out of my way when Jonah appears, gripping my arm. “What happened?” he asks, staring a t me. I hated people touching me; besides my Uncle, no one usually dared. Jonah, however, had no fear of me, and I had grown accustomed to his brotherly love.

“Nothing, I need to get out of here,”

“Kaif?” he asks, and I nod.

“Do you need me to come with you?”

“No, just go check Maarabella for me,” I tell him, and he pulls away, staring at me oddly.

“She should be fine, I quickly add, but I knew she wasn’t. I could feel her power out of control, festering and on the brink of eruption. She had no control over it; I could contain a Lycan, yet she can’t even control her power, weak, b****y weak.

go against me for her? After everything, he would f*****g choose her over me?

not physically anyway,” I tell him. Jonah growls at me, and I glare

swear, Kye, if

I growl at him. The words stung, leaving my lips burning my tongue. Yet the darkness tainting me sometimes made hurtful things spill out of me. Jonah shoves past me, knocking me into the wall. I don’t wait t o see his reaction when he finds out. Kaif may force control with my emotions

seat. My entire body trembled with the urge to go back and claim her, Kaif growling at the thought of Jonah having her. He always became jealous of their relationship. It was evident Jonah was in love with her, yet Marabella appeared oblivious to his affections. I put the car

much as I hated her, I needed her, wanted her. So did Kaif, but he could be brutal, cruel, and I know he would forcefully mark her if given a chance, and that was precisely why I

my head off about it later, from a safe distance. It may not bother me that Jonah wants her, but it bothered Kaif, though he seemed to accept it, I had a feeling he would give in to anything Marabella wanted as long as he could have her, but that didn’t mean I trusted Kaif not to hurt Jonah

traffic, and I had no intention of slowing down anyway.

being with her didn’t bother me as much as I thought. Maybe it was because I grew up around them both, observed for s o long it now just felt natural. I knew he would give his life her; he almost had on a few occasions,

him it was m y power, that Kaif was just an embodiment of it; if she wasn’t in a life or d***h situation, I am sure Kaif would have

and he realized that Kaif was, in fact, real and I wasn’t a typical werewolf vessel. I am the twelfth cycle generation, every twelve generations, Kaif returns and doesn’t just inhabit a vessel; he fuses with my bloodline, merging with us. I realize my bloodline wasn’t just a creation of the original Moon Goddess Celeste

just some freak manifestation; it was to house the king, the king of Lycan’s. Kaif was the original Lycan king, Celeste’s first Lycan created, and when Kaif was reborn, he bound

monster, forging history. Kaif just happened to be reborn into the twelfth cycle again when another dark entity

I flick my Bluetooth on so

lied to me,” Jonah growls through the

okay?” “Were you going to tell

know how; I know

the s**t you did for her, saw the way

“I do hate her,”

her shows that hate; I can’t believe

Jonah. It changes

her, you knew this, and now she won’t

I don’t want her; it is better this

her,” Jonah growls at me. M y chest restricts at his words because I know he is correct, but the hate I feel for her runs just as deep as the love

never answered; how

you think

spat through gritted

had an argument with her mother. She is staying at