Fated To The Alpha

Chapter 208 Sage POV

Squinting at the bright light filtering in through the window, I rub my eyes, and a shiver runs up my spine as the tingling sensation from the mate bond ripples through me. I could feel Andrei hovering over the top of me, his tongue running across my ribs to the side of my breast. M y back arched at the sensation as his hot tongue moved across my body, his fingers pressing against my skin firmly as he maneuvered me. 

When his hand grips my elbow, I watch, amused; he forces my arm above my head. His tongue ran across the inside of my arm from my elbow to just below my armpit. I ran my fingers through his hair, trying to get his attention as he hadn’t seemed to realize I was awake now. My fingers run through his thick locks, and h e jumps, confirming my assumption that h e hadn’t realized I was awake, 

His voice could not be confused for anything other than Donnie’s. His bice was raspier and deeper than Andrei’s as h e pulled back, looking down at me; his 

e pulled back, loog down at me, his knee pressing between my thighs against my aching core made me hiss. 

“You’re awake. Sorry I was trying to be gentle,” He growls, his blackened eyes watching me, while his hands gently caress my skin, patting me like I am his pet. 

“Morning, Donnie.” I hissed while trying to sit up, but Donnie wouldn’t move as h e hovered above me, his body pressing mine back down into the bed. Every muscle aches, and I am aware of the moist feeling of the sheets under me, and the scent of blood in the air. 

“Lay down,” he purrs, and I groan but do as he asks, loving the rumble vibrating from his chest. Donnie continued fussing and petting my hair after a while. I knew I had to get up, and I tried to roll to get out from under him. The once white sheets are a deep shade of pink and dark red. 

“I have to get Jonah,” I tell him, but he shakes his head, pushing my shoulder back down and not allowing me to get up, 

“You should rest,” He says, and my brows bunch together at his insistence, 

“Where is Andrei? Did you block him out? “I ask Donnie, but he shakes his head before dipping his face into my neck. Andrei’s stubble scratching against my skin makes me hiss and shiver. My skin is burning and tingling at the same time when I feel Donnie’s tongue run up my neck to my chin and shut my eyes, just giving in and letting him do whatever the heck he is doing-trying not to think of the throbbing in my core every time he pressed against me. I was sore, everything sore and stinging. 

“Better?” Donnie mumbles against my lips before licking them. I chuckle at his odd behavior. 

“Yes, so you can stop licking me now,” I tell him, wanting to find Jonah. Sierra was sluggish as she pressed forward to peer out my eyes, before she growled, annoyed at something 

“Ah, he is still trying to heal us; he bloody makes me feel weaker exerting his energy, We are bloody fine,” Sierra growls in my head. I sigh, pushing Andrei’s face away and Sierra wanders off where I couldn’t reach her to rest. 

Donnie kisses the inside of my palm when I try to push his face away again. “Bring Andrei back, Donnie; Sierra wants you to stop. You’re making her tired,” I tell him, and he whines, making me shake my head; seeing Andrei act like a puppy more than a human was rather entertaining, he exhales before pecking my lips quickly, and I watch as his eyes fade from the black abyss to Andrei’s hypnotic gaze. His entire body shudders, making me wonder how long Donnie has had control. 

“Morning, Love,” He says, pushing his arm under my waist and rolling off me onto his back. Andrei pulls me on top of him, his arm remaining draped across my lower back 

“Donnie, lock you out,” I ask him, sitting up and making his arm fall off my back as I straddle him. 

He lifts his head and places his arm behind his head as he stares up at me. “N 0, I gave him control; you were pretty banged up.” 

Looking down, I take in the bloodstained sheets. “If it makes you feel any better, half of it’s mine,” He says, and I look 

half of it’s mine,” H ays, and I look down at him, finally noticing the scars that littered his chest and arms. Were they from me? Andrei chuckles at the horrified look on my face, and my face flushes at what I did to him. 

“Stop, I am fine. I wasn’t complaining, but Donnie healing you, stopped my healing. I am fine, and I don’t mind wearing your marks,” He says, running his hand up my thigh. 

“Though you may be sore for a few days,” He says, and I notice the purple blotches covering my skin; I could see complete outlines of his hands on my thighs, making me lift my arms to examine them. I raise an eyebrow at him. 

“Hey, you demanded harder. I gave you harder, don’t blame me,” Andrei says with a cheeky grin; I roll my eyes at him. 

“Jonah?” 

“With Malik, Zane dropped him to Malik this morning. I already checked in with  him” 

my head on his chest. His fingers

his chest, he seemed to be i na good

making me lift my head to stare up at him. I could smell no changes

can’t smell anything besides blood, sex, and

is right, he was also scenting you because

real heat? Not a phantom one?” I ask. I knew deep down I had no chances of having kids. I had no ovaries, so it was impossible; I

heat’s; especially now that we have Jonah, but they wouldn’t be the real thing, just a coping mechanism of my wolf side not being able to have pups.

hope for some miracle, but I think I hit my quota o n blessings

anything for a few moments, and I could feel his apprehension before he

have said anything,” He

and I have to agree with him” I looked up at him, not wanting to get my hopes up, knowing it

one thing healing scars and burns but replacing organs; it was almost laughable, Andrei grips my face in

it either, but she healed you, love. You were putting out pheromones. You shouldn’t be able to do that if it was phantom, but you did.

.use Kat has replaced something that was missing, something I couldn’t sense before but can now because even though you are not in heat now,

to live with knowing I can’t have children. Don’t give me some bullshit that it suddenly changed,

it is something I should be able t o give you, but it will never happen,”

sighs, but I ignore him,

have reacted that

don’t want to hear it; Doc said I could have phantom heats, that is all this

phanton. Jats, that is all this i s, now drop it,” I tell him before walking off into the bathroom to shower so I can g o get our

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Andrei POV 

Sage worried about most, what she was most insecure about when it came to being an Alpha’s mate. She didn’t feel worthy to be Luna because she couldn’t provide an heir. Sage needed

w e didn’t have Jonah, and if Donnie is wrong and it is phantom. I would have

to reject her, nothing and that would never change. I didn’t want her for her

it didn’t matter if she could carry my pups, she is mine,

says to me as she shuts the bathroom door; I hear the lock slip in place and decide to let her calm down instead of arguing with her and beating the door

I tell

heat too, but I know it wasn’t; I know her scent, I know our mate Andrei, she is with

in a couple of weeks or when Sierra suddenly can’t shift “he nods in

I realized, making me understand that Kat had done the impossible; she took all Sage’s broken pieces and put them back

events will permanently scar sage’s mind. However, the physical side was no longer a reminder when she looked in the

other side with the inner strength she has, the capacity to still love and be loved amazed me. And she was mine, I could weather any storm with her by my side because she wouldn’t let me

who we are but those that did it. She makes me want to live again; Sage gives me hope; she is my redemption, and I will aim to be worthy of her every day. She has no idea what she means to this pack, means tom e, and it will always be more than she could ever fathom. She

I blamed ourselves for

back in time to save our loved ones, Sage showed them it

belonged, in the past. Not forgotten but forgiven, the blame and conviction had no

myself for not saving Angie and my pack because the blame was not on me. It was the actions of others, and I would no longer take fault for those actions, so I forgive them for what they did and what they took from us, not because they deserve forgiveness, not for them, but for myself to move on, I had no place left for hate. Forgiveness is the key to moving on,

made after losing my pack. The dreadful things I did to the rogues. I see it for what i t was now; I am the monster of someone else’s past now, and mine no longer haunts me, but I need redemption for my sins, and Sage gave me hope that

hope that redemption is possible.

reminder that we could live again despite our past. Sage believed they defeated her,

person’s character. Sage feels deeply and loves fiercely, her tears flow just as freely as her laughter, and she is a soft, yet strong and inspiring, pure hearted woman, she