Enigma

Mom left me alone in the cabin with Ajax. I know what I did was foolish. I shouldn’t have run away in a situation like this. We already had so much on our plate with the possible attack and I had to go and get everyone in more trouble.

“Are you going to reject me?” Ajax’s voice brought me back from my thoughts.

“I don’t want to reject you Ajax but in no way in the hell can I be with Zeno. Besides he might be the one that will reject me.”

I relaxed on the bed and curled up around him. He is so warm. This feels so nice.

but there is a reason he is acting that way. I don’t think he

I asked

can’t sustain the effects of rejection. He must have felt the emptiness and darkness leave him when he would have been near you. I felt that too. The relief when I would be around you, I felt content. I put two and two together and I knew from then that you are our mate. I couldn’t ask for more but Zeno kept ruining everything for us. We had already lost one mate but his actions will make us lose our second mate too.” Ajax spat. “Sometimes I wonder if her dying did her good. I mean Zeno is not a kind of person anyone would want to

try Ajax but I won’t promise to put up with everything he throws at me. He has done so much damage to me when I was already suffering. He made it hard for me to heal. What you are telling me does make sense but what he did to me is in no way fair. He took it out on me when it wasn’t even my fault. You said that this started the summer before we started high school but he has been bullying me since I started living with mom and dad. He simply hated me. It did get worse once we started high school. I don’t think he ever had any good feelings towards me. He simply hated me since day one. I am sorry Ajax but Zeno would never want to be with me. I would have tried for you to forgive him but he will reject me

will be suffering the consequences of Zeno’s actions and decisions. We both will be suffering because of that ungrateful person. I just hope, whoever Zeno chooses will be a good change in Ajax’s life. Not having control over your life seems nerve wrecking. I couldn’t even fully grasp what he is going through. I just want him to be happy. Why does such a good wolf spirit have to be paired up with a crappy human like Zeno? I wonder how he will react when he finds out about him and me being mates. He will probably berate me and curse me to his heart’s content. He will never choose me no matter what happens. It doesn’t matter if he hurts me. I just hope he becomes a good Alpha to the pack. The Alpha is an important component of the pack. The pack will crumble without a good leader. I will be happy if he steps