Don’t Cry Baby

I sit in my room completely alone, hearing only the sound of my own thoughts flowing through my head. The pain of watching her walk away from me, and walk out the door was almost unbearable. I love her, I love her so much that it hurts. She has taken over all my thoughts in every waking or sleeping moment. I can't get rid of her no matter how hard I try. I will do anything to get her back. She is mine and she will always be mine. No matter what I have to go through to get her.

She remembered last night how good we are together, how good we always were. She still lobes me and she still wants to be with me, I know it. It's just him, he gets in the way. She loves him too, which means I need to get rid of him or at least her feelings for him.

I need to see her, I need to be with her. I can't handle this waiting game. I walk into the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror. She must look at me and hate me for what I have done to her. I don't know what happens when I get like that. It's like all the sudden I can't breathe and I see red. Everything happens so fast.

My demons have come back to haunt me. I hear them; all the time, taunting me. Telling me shes too good for me and if I want to keep her I know what I have to do. They're right id o know, it's just not time yet. That will be my last resort. If my plan doesn't work, my plan to win her back.

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I stand outside watching her through the window. Her beautiful brown hair flowing in waves cascading down her back like a waterfall. Her body curvy and graceful, her every move putting me in a trance. How did I even get lucky enough to have her in the first place, I have no idea.

The first day we met was really like any other day. I had some errands to run downtown, between jobs. She walked out of this bookstore, I later found out was her favourite, carrying that damn book she has read over and over. I'll regret destroying it for the rest of my life.

beautiful in these tight jeans that hugged her in all the right places and a green day t-shirt. Her hair was up in

knew she'd be a distraction from work but, I

got to talking and instantly hit it off. I was completely amazed that this beautiful girl gave me the time of day. I should have told her what she was getting herself into that day. I should have told her about my job and my demons. She could have run

She seems so peaceful at night. I walk over and kneel at her bedside. I caress her face and she slowly flutters her eyes open. She sees me and her eyes grow

to come and see you. They only keep quiet when I'm around you. If i'm lucky." She stares at

you talking about Tyler?"

about them, she doesn't need to know what

matter baby doll, I just needed to see you. I needed to touch you. You like when I touch you don't you." I slide my hand down further, waiting for her to tell me to stop. Watching her eyes as I slide my hand further until they reach the waistband of her pants. SHe reaches her hand

back and pats the mattress beside her. I crawl in and relax , I lay on my back wrapping my arm

know we're perfect together, you just need to

me before her eyes fall closed and she

as I lay here in the dark