Damian's rose

Authors pov

It was 5 in the morning when I lazily opened my eyes. It has became a habit of mine to wake up at this hour for practice. When I tried to get up i saw Damian's hand clutching my waist. I turned around in his tight possessive hold and looked at his peacefull sleeping face, whenever I see this man my heart fills with love. The face of my dreams, this man never failed to come and visit me in my dreams and never failed to make my heart flutter. Even if I was away from him for years I never forgot his devilishly handsome face, his dominating yet gentle voice, his childish behaviour. He hadn't changed a bit. He is still like a little stubborn child and I always admired it.

You are my life dami, I thought I will protect you by staying away from you but looks like fate has something else planned for us. When Renzo showed me your file regarding bodyguard job I was the happiest person on this earth. I was dying to see your face in real life, I wanted to see how much you have grown up, how you behaved now. I was curious to know if power and responsibilities has changed you or not ?...

Yes, I have been your shadow before but still I never got the chance to satisfy my eyes with your mere look.

I can't describe in words how I felt when I saw you for the first time after years which felt like thousands of centuries. My heart swelled with pride when I saw you sitting on the chair like the King. You have no idea how much I controlled myself from throwing my body in your arms and satisfy the crave feeling of your warmness against my body. No matter how much I wanted it I couldn't. I was bound in thousands of invisible chains which I couldn't break no matter how much I tried.

Whenever Roy attacked you I felt like he was striking on my heart every time. Watching you in danger was like a slow poison to me, I used to get worried day and night to know if you were safe or not. It felt like I will divert my attention from you and someone will take you away from me.

My hands couldn't control the itching to touch and cherish his beautiful tanned skin, how can someone be so perfect. My eyes roamed on his perfectly carved face and it looked like god has taken all his time to create this beautiful creature. His little natural reddish lips, slightly parted while snoring lightly. I can't understand why my feelings are this strong for him, I can't see anyone looking at him with wicked eye, my inside boils like an active volcano until I finish that person.

When he touched me for the first time he set my whole body on fire. The desire for this unfamiliar pleasure and my starvation for this forbidden touch was too much to handle. I was happy that I gave myself to the person whom I always Loved and cherished. He provided a weird sense of peace and happiness to me when he clinched to me for the first time like a Koala. Never in all these years I thought I will see dami again or even catch a glimpse of him. My fate has never been this kind to me, maybe it decided to give me a break and show some mercy on me.

I thought it was only me who is crazy for him but when he said those words to me yesterday I felt like i was floating in heaven. This is the first time I realised how it feels when someone claims you with full rights, how does it feel to be wanted, how does it feel to be loved. I don't want to leave him now, I can't stay away from him, he has made me addicted to him, I don't want to loose him once again.

I wrapped my arms around his torso and snuggled closer to his warm body. My whole body is sore and every muscle is screaming in delicious pain which I don't mind to have again and again. My lips turned upward and the heat that rose to my cheeks and ears is enough to tell me that I have turned red by now. Should I be called shameless if I say that I like his roughness, the way he dominated my body yesterday was something I never thought I will like but I do. I like each and every side of this man crazily. I tried to keep distance with him in the beginning thinking that it will become difficult for me later but I don't care now, I won't let anyone control my life anymore, I will live it the way I want.

I once again glanced at the clock and it's my time for practice but I don't want to leave him, his possessive and warm hold is pulling me towards him like we are tied in an invisible thread.

I closed my eyes and snuggled in his hard chest which feels like home to me. He is still in his deep sleep but subconsciously he pulled me closer sandwiching my legs in his strong one.

'i love you dami and this fear of loosing you is scaring me to the core, please don't leave me ever....'

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Damian's pov...

when I felt something soft tickling on neck. Opening my eyes lazily I saw my little angel, her hair was tickling me. She looks so peaceful while sleeping like this. How can someone look so innocent, her facial features are so delicate and angelic that no one can tell that she is such a threat. My hand involuntarily removed the free strands from her face, she is glowing under the

leave the bed but a

wrapped the bedsheet around

nervous around me. Am I making her

her comfortable, I can't afford her keeping her feelings locked,

arms around her waist and lifted her up placing her on my lap. She wrapped her legs around my torso and hugged me tightly, keeping her face in my neck. What happened to her suddenly, she never voluntarily came to me, it's the other way around. Is something bothering

the back of her neck and

"What happened baby ?"

myself by talking this gently

"I am sorry Damian..."

pain in her voice, why does she sound so hurt. I stayed

never meant to hurt you, please forgive

was hurt when I heard those words from you, I felt abandoned and unloved that's why I behaved like that. I thought I am nothing to you

my eyes widened in shock when I felt wetness on

"Hey, Rose..."

the first time I am seeing her crying and I have no complaints about it. She is finally showing me her vulnerable side

you

out in a concerned tone and another tear dropped

away from you, please

fast when I heard these words from her mouth. Am I still asleep and this is just a dream or is it real. Is she really confessing her

I want to see my Rose

have confronted you about it

her to open up. I can

have to

crying face in my hands and kissed her tears