Daddy's Love

We are waiting after filling up the requisite forms and Ana seems to be okay. For now, I think and then admonish myself gently.

Jay is talking to her. They bonded up pretty quickly. They are trying to come up with a name for her elephant, I guess.

I look around. There are a couple of other littles here for check-up. Some look nonchalant and some downright terrified.

"Miss Niana Grey!" The nurse calls out and we pick Niana up and go inside a room.

"Hello Niana. I am Mr. Gaalswyk. You can call me Mr. G. Most kids do." He smiles a warm smile at her.

Ana hides in my arms.

"It's okay Niana. I am not going to hurt you. I am just going to see if you are healthy. You daddy and your uncle will be here with you, Ok?" He tries to assure my little girl. I look at her warmly.

"I need you to undress her Mr. Grey." He tells me. Ana looks at me, horrified.

"It's okay baby. He.... It is.... You'll be fine. Daddy is right here." I rub her back and try to sit her on the doctor's bed.

"No daddy no!" She cries. I close my eyes and take some deep breaths.

"Baby, it has to be done. The sooner you do it, the sooner this will all be over. Remember your gifts and surprises after?" Jay encourages her.

Extremely reluctantly Ana lets us open her clothes and her diaper.

She is in tears already.

"I will check your eyes, ears and throat really quick. And then listen to your heartbeats, Okay? I will just look with the help of a light for now. Lie down please."

She doesn't want to. I gently push her shoulders to make her lie down.

"Daddy is right here Ana. No tears, hon." I try to comfort her.

She is crushing my hand in hers.

"Good, everything looks fine. Now I want you to stand up and stand on the weighing scale there."

I pick her up and stand her on the scale.

"Baby you got to leave daddy's hand for one second. I am right here okay?" I force my hand out of hers. She is crying. She is 105 pounds.

"Mr. Grey, you got to feed her more. She needs to gain weight." The doc tells me, meanwhile Ana cries.

"It's okay. Shhh.... I know you're scared hon." Jay caresses her cheek.

"Let's see her height Now."

break. Dr. Gaalswyk fills some forms and I sit on the

a Sippy cup. She drinks

body for any lumps or irregularities. I will gently feel for lumps and if something hurts you tell

holds Ana's right hand while I hold her left. The doctor starts from her neck, to her chest, her stomach, her hands and her legs. Ana is crying silent tears. She is still a virgin, so the doctor couldn't check anything down

hurt anywhere Ana?" The doc asks. Ana just cries refusing to

answer him

her head. I can tell she doesn't like the doctor

Let's check her blood pressure

the arm band

to go.... ho.... home." She

Jay and Jay looks

and colouring books and ice creams and chocolates

is a little high, but that is

have to

at Jay and he shakes his head slightly. We had told Carol before hand and then we had to hold her hold

test left." I lift her up and slowly lay her back

calm down it's okay. Mr. G is just going to take your temperature."

with the Vaseline she starts screaming and thrashing. Jay has to hold her legs

okay.... It will be over in a second. You are such a good girl,

is slightly high. You need to keep a tab on her temperature

the doctor brings in the suppository. It's a medicine that all the littles have to get, along

medicine in her butthole and she cries so much, that I am scared that she'll be

daddy!! It hurttsssss!!" She

in a second. It'll be

to stay like that for the next five minutes so that she doesn't push

paci and her elephant which somewhat

she

test." The stupid fucking doctor brings the

No! No daddy! No uncle Jay!!! Pleaseeeee!!" She screams and cries and tries to get

is not ready to listen to us

of times to get

sorry. It will be

holds her down, while the doctor draws

a sweet, brave girl." I talk to her, trying to distract her, I kiss her

moment the doctor is done she hides into my arms and sobs

do you want? See I've got a princess one!" Mr. G says. Ana doesn't give two fucks about

her

down a bit, we take her to another area for the injection. It's the worst part because we can't be in the same room as

to let her go. I am choking on my tears. I don't want to let her go, the way she is

her tightly. I don't want to

the guards come and take her Christian, let her