Daddy's Love

I wake up with a pressing need to pee and I am surprised to see that I fell asleep on the strange man. He is so huge and scary. I have a diaper on me but there is no way I am using it. Very slowly I get up and move away from him, trying not to wake him up. Once I am off him, I quickly waddle to the room he calls mine, un-tape my diaper and pee. Oh, what joy! I think I should re-tape the diaper and go back to him lest he is mad. He is really huge and scary. He looks good, handsome but it's crazy that he has got me here for a month, he says?

I am unable to tape back the awful diaper back. The hell?

Why me?

Why the hell did I have to get in that car of his?

Tears are flowing off my eyes while I am trying not to make a noise and tape the damn diaper back.

Suddenly the door opens and in comes Christian like a blur (who insists on being called daddy) and I am so startled that I move back and fall on my bum.

"Oh baby.... " He picks me up and I scream.

"Shh.... Shh.... It's okay Ana.... Daddy's not mad. What happened? Huh?" he picks me up and I am scared. He can kill me with a punch. That's how strong he is, I swear. Why do you think I haven't tried running away?

He puts me down on the changing table and tapes back by diaper.

I calm down a bit, thankful that he is not mad. When he said he'd punish me earlier, I was so scared.

"That's my good girl. All set. Why did you not use your diaper to pee love?" He asks and I blush profusely and hide my face in his chest. Not using the diaper. And not telling you that I am not using the diaper.

"You want something, baby? How about some yummy ice creams?" he asks me, trying to cheer me up. The only thing that can get me cheered up is going back home right now.

have some water,

"Sure love."

cup? Why does he insist on treating me like a baby? I have been taking care of myself for as long

when I go back. Where the hell is my phone? Why haven't I thought about my phone earlier? I could At least leave a message to Mrs. Otto that I'll be back by the end of the month. She must be making Aliya do all the cleaning now. Aliya will be so mad at me when

park and play Ana?"

Some fresh air would do me good. What

slightly disappointed. I know he is waiting for me

new skirt and a matching top and takes a bag with some water and other

I walk, please?" I ask

to cross the street to go to the park. I will carry

wonder where we are. Wouldn't people look at us funny if they see a

it happens, they won't. We are

That's what they are called Christian tells me.

with their daddies and some with their

airplanes in their daddy's arms. Some girls are playing in the sand or being pushed in the swings by their daddies. They all look happy, really happy. One boy has a

to be in his arms. There are too many people

swing

his shoulders. Don't leave me here and go. Don't go. I think to

the frown