Daddy's Love

I am a jerk. Jay told me again and again and I did not listen to him. If I would have taken Ana to the doctors it would all have been over and done by now. She would have been on the path of recovering from the trauma too, but I did not.

And today is the last day.

If I don't take Ana today, two officials will take her and make her get the shots which can be the only possible worse situation than taking her to the Doctors myself.

It's six in the morning, I wake Ana up.

"Come on baby, we got to get up early today." I shake her slightly and then pick her up in my arms.

She whines.

I dress her up while she is still half asleep, and then quickly pack a bag with everything that we are going to need, while she is sitting on the couch hugging her elephant.

"You want to take the stuffie along baby?" I ask her, picking her up.

She nods and yawns.

"Would you like to have some milk?"

She ignores me.

"Maybe some chocolate milkshake?"

She looks at me. That got her attention.

The doorbell rings.

say and go to open the door with Ana in

"Hey, come on in."

He greets Ana. She

Carol?" Ana asks

her after we come back from the doctors?" Jay asks her as I hand Ana over to Jay and rush to make her a bottle of milkshake. I don't want to

I come back five minutes later, all ready to leave Ana looks

go!" I call and the three of us

I am so thankful for his presence right now. He is answering all the difficult questions that Ana is asking and the

Ana looks at me.

take deep breaths to calm the fuck down. I

promise?" she asks

promise." Jay answers solemnly. "But only if you be a good and a

best."

and I are going to be right there with

bleak waiting room where I am quickly filling forms and Ana is sitting on Jay's lap with her elephant, looking at me every now and then. I smile back at her reassuringly, much more in

called in for

open the door to my house with Ana asleep, in my arms, whining every now and then in

coming back in the car. She is fine and her babysitter will be dropping her here after she wakes up

man, thanks for today. I wouldn't have been able to do that alone."

famished. You

just put Ana

lay Ana down. She flinches and sleeps on her

hungry? Would you like to eat something?" I ask