Cruel World

Theo

He was fuming, all he saw was red. He watched his wife looking aimlessly at car window...like she is thinking something deep. Is she thinking about that Rome ...fuck...he can feel the jealousy but he never accepts it.

He was calling this is his wife fault to behave like this and leave him alone in front of everyone.

When they reached home. He was silent and saw Sarah going to Ava room...fuck it he will ask her if she won't speak now...he waited for her outside the door..When she comes from Ava room.she was stun to find him outside. Theo cross his arms and looked arrogantly at his wife

'Theo ...do you need something' she asked softly

Theo whose anger was at peak .'Sir..it's fucking sir...now we are in the home away from public eye' He doesn't want to say that but he was angry and jealous too but he ignored that thought

Sarah flinched and looks scared ...she trembles...Theo grab her hand roughly and take her to the room..and said 'now Mrs. Grey tell me why that man wanted to talk to you'

Sarah was confused and terrified the way he was reacting and she was trying to process what was happening 'The,.sir i

Theo grab her chin tightly that sure enough, it will leave marks 'I won't repeat nor you will act confused cause you fucking know what I'm talking about'

Sarah tries to get away from him 'you are hurting me' her tears were falling

Theo felt little disturbed what he is doing but then he remembers she did this to her 'I will hurt you more if you don't fucking open your mouth'

Sarah shakes in fear 'I..He was my old friend actually he was Simon I mean my brother friend'

Theo was now more furious 'You mean that fucking boy you went home at 12 dec night alone'

Sarah was terrified to answer but the look she saw in Theo eyes made her talk 'Yes..but it's not like that

Theo then lost it and grab her hair roughly 'Then fucking explain what it was cause all I can see my wife left me alone in front of everyone to meet a strange man ...what I told you about my public image, what I fucking told you about you that you have to fucking look like my wife, not a dumb-headed girl that walks to anyone who called her....is there something between you guys' he yelled and tighten his hold..Sarah makes a painful sound that way he was holding her hair

Sarah was now crying 'Plz believe me..I just do what you told me...you give me your permission ... I can't understand the meaning behind your words and I apologized for that cause you are right I'm stupid..so stupid to leave you alone... I disappointed you..plz forgive me..plz

return and he throws her to

mean my brother died he used to come and console me and one day...just one day we kissed and nothing happen I swear and then he was

now you have regrets that he was little

top her and said 'But you were always

opens his trouser button and he flips Sarah and opens her back dress button ...Sarah

begged she cried but he wants her to know her place...then she was silent like she accepted her faith ..she was numb and shocked or dead but Theo doesn't care he was in that dark corner of his mind that he can't get out...when he took

is finally dead ...he opens his mouth to say something but

touch

inside her finally was coming out...she was looking like a fragile child who was all alone and was scared ...she curved her body like a

her and said 'Calm down Sarah...ssh ssh ssh ...ok don't cry please forgive me please for god sake forgive me ...' He made a plea to his wife, he kissed her head and try to console her and try to make her

so stupid... I fell in love with you...so stupid. I loved you. I thought

succeeded to make her fall for him but he was hurt and guilt was killing him what he

eyes 'sarah looked at me...sarah im ordering you look at me' he knows he can't bring back her from her trance by order and domination and he did it..Sarah looked him from her

speaking I don't like it when Rome talk to you..he makes me feel...forget it I apologized plz forgive me. I hurt you but I will give the pleasure too that will make you forget everything..' he cups her cheeks but she was saying one thing again and again 'Im stupid.

was scared for a moment ...what if she did something to her..she doesn't look mentally ok to him...then he said 'Think about Ava but will happen to her when you did something like that..you can't die..think about your

'Ava...oh my god...my daughter...I'm such a bad mother I can't leave her here with you guys...your mother will kill her (She looked into Theo eyes) Roma will kill her she told me she

his eyes will bulge out ....he wanted to lash at her that how she can accuse his mother but then he realized she is emotionally very disturbed, his torture and cruelty made her hysteric and disturb 'ok

on Theo lab and said 'I love her so much but I'm so scared sometimes that

sleep ok nothing will happen to her' he drags his fingers on her silky hair and sighs...fuck he care for her and this realization was not good , he never wanted to feel anything but now he

a bed and he covered Sarah body with a blanket and he spoons her and kissed

Sarah

felt someone warm breath on her back and saw it was Theo was spooning her and was sleeping ...she felt those unwanted tears and she realized that what happens night yesterday never hurt her that before which hurt the most...she was so emotionally disturbed that she also said out she loves him...but she can't take it back..for her daughter is important..her Ava life and future is important..She can live like this if Ava is alright and save. She put her hand on her head ..when she turns she saw

away and said

He kissed her head

said again 'Sarah please

'I'm

properly ...Sarah tries to stay still and doesn't want to make a noise but it was a losing battle when she felt it..She was again feeling out of the world....Theo tug her nipples which makes Sarah moan. Theo moves down and kissed her stomach and then he reached her navel and he opens his mouth and kissed her there. Sarah

from her release she felt light and little tense free...Theo then moved up and kissed her mouth 'you are really the sweetest thing I ever taste' he said so