Cruel Destiny

Natasha POV

It was dawn. But still, I was wide awake, lying on my side and watching outside the window.

I should be sleeping right now, but I am afraid. What if he again came with other men and let them rape me.

I shuddered at that thought and sniffled. My nose was blocked due to constant crying.

I had soaked my pillow with my tears of grief and betrayal. But still, they aren't stopping.

I wanted someone to comfort me right now. I am feeling so alone.

I needed my mother to be here with me so that she could hide me in her arms.

If my father was here then he would have saved me. He might have killed Liam and that guy.

But that's a dream. I don't have anyone. I should have gotten used to it.

I winced when I felt a strong kick on my stomach and I touched my stomach and rubbed it.

This was the first time I had spent my night without sleeping. I could sleep anytime I want without any problem.

I finally sat up when I couldn't fight sleep. If I slept then those nightmares would haunt me.

I got out of bed and walked toward the window. I sat on the window seat and stared outside.

It was very chilly so I grabbed my shawl and covered myself with it. I leaned my head toward the window.



And without my permission, tears again started to roll down my cheeks.

I covered my mouth with my palm to muffle the cries of my suffering.

Why did it happen to me? Had I done something wrong? Had I given a signal to Liam that it is okay for him to do that with me?

I had never done anything with anyone. I haven't hurt anyone since my childhood.

I always had tried to be a good girl so that no one could question my character.

Then why did it happen with me? Maybe it was my mistake. I shouldn't have slept with him.

He must have thought that I am a slut who does that with everyone. It was my mistake.

I will stay away from every male from now on. I have to forget about this event somehow.

The last time when someone tried to force me, I had suffered from panic attacks.

And now that I'm pregnant, I couldn't take the risk. I have to listen to Liam because I know that he would kill me and Scarlett.

everyone and

that thought, I dozed

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the doorbell rang. I froze for a few seconds and snapped out of it when

wiped my hands from the cloth and straightened my clothes. I was wearing my PJs

and was in a messy bun. There was no need for me to get ready now as I had left that

that club and passed

them that I was resigning.

working in that restaurant. It was okay for

money I had saved for the college classes.

thoughts when someone banged on the

door and peeked through the peephole. I was indeed shocked when I saw that it

door or not. I had to open

a deep breath and opened the door. I saw that it was only him

his eyebrow and gestured to me to let him in. When I didn't let him, he said "I have to talk

sighed and stood at one side and

door and saw that he had already taken a seat and his face

slowly toward

say?" I asked him

amusement and I wondered what had I said that made

something under his breath which I couldn't

confusion, I asked, "What did you just

I just wanted to

in shock and asked "What do you mean? I had given

you had called Mr. Liam Knights here. He

lying" I hissed while

were shivering and I was about

shook his head and further continued "I'm not lying Miss. I had talked to Mr. Knight and he had told me that you were his whore. And when you get knocked up, you

licked my dry lips and blinked my eyes rapidly

Knights had filed a case against you but he knew that you

stepped inside my personal space which made me

according to the law you have to pay a fine

toward me and put his palm on

you don't have to pay anything if you pleased me."

his hand away from me and saw that his

shouted and pushed him away from me in

shouldn't be difficult for you as you are

911 if you didn't stop talking

kill me but then he may have

back and walked toward the door not

here. Pay it as soon