Cruel Destiny

Natasha POV

I rested my head on the cold wall and wiped my mouth with my palm.

After a few minutes, I stood on my shaky legs with the support of the wall and flushed it.

I walked toward the washbasin and brushed my teeth and washed my face.

I looked at the mirror who was reflecting my pale face. There were bags under my eyes and I was indeed looking sick.

It has been 2 months since my last date. I haven't heard anything from him or gotten any messages.

I have been puking for the last two weeks and now I am totally drained out.

I wanted to rest but I can't just take an off. I couldn't concentrate on anything except him.

I wiped the tears from my bloodshot eyes. I had told myself many times to forget him but still, I just can't forget him.

I heard my phone ringing. I sighed and dragged myself to the bedroom and picked up my phone from the bed.

It was from Kelly. I picked it up and in a tired voice said "Hello"

"Are you still throwing up?" She asked me in a worried tone.

I laid down on my bed and said "Yes Kelly. I am puking my guts out. And let's not forget this tiredness."

"Naty, go to a pharmacy and buy two pregnancy tests." As soon as she said those words, my eyes got widened.

Is she telling me what I am thinking? I can't be right. I can't be... Pregnant.

I sat up and suddenly felt my head spinning and again laid down.

"I can't be pregnant, Kelly. I had taken the morning-after pill the next day." I whispered.

had taken the pill as

Naty. But still, you have to take that test as pills are

am going to purchase the

to her and pulled my

pharmacy. I went toward the test section and got confused as there are many types

mid-30s smiled at me. I gave her a small

smile and said: "Use both of

toward the counter and passed the test kit

a disappointed look and I ignored it, paid him for the test and took

to my apartment and walked to my bedroom. I took the

a heavy heart, I strolled toward the bathroom and peed on the sticks and placed them on the

them with tissues and

on the bed and laid down on the bed

think about the possibilities of me being

the last two weeks. I have been puking my guts out and I have been

didn't get my periods for 2 months. And

am pregnant, then I would keep this child. This child has done no mistake so why would I punish

am not pregnant, then I would move on and would never fall

a mistake this time and I won't repeat it again. I don't have any strength

broke my chain of thought. I sat up and closed my eyes

one test in my hand and saw that it has two pink lines. This

I grabbed the other

stared ahead of me. The tears started

is a baby inside me. I am not going

me and I will give him or her all love. But

care of the baby when I can't even take

won't abort my baby. I had made a mistake by choosing the wrong

this way. So I don't have

and picked up my phone to call Kelly. She picked it up

out