Critic

It's so uncomfortable to stay on the bed with Andre' his big thigh is leaning on me so is his heavy arm. His alcoholic scent reeks to the whole room. I can't really sleep. I tried pushing him away but again and again his arm chained me. What if I just let him have what he wants will he let me go? It's nothing important to me right now, I won't be losing anything anymore. Besides I haven't had that for a long time. i can sleep to any guy sooner or later. It won't matter even though I'm not in love. Now I'm beside Andre' it made me curious how would it feel to do it with him.

I started by poking his face to wake him up. Now im facing his direction and try to feel his body. He tried to shove my hand. I disturb him from sleeping.

"What do you want this time?" He sound annoyed already.

"I can't sleep." I have no idea how to start this. I'm so ashamed of my self I'm doing this with this man.

He finally confronted me. "Try closing your eyes and stop moving." He said impatiently.

my next line but i said it. "Kiss me!" Andre didn't

say?"

I can feel his stares in the dark. I used my free hand to explore his chest down the lower part of his torso. He is so fit, no wonder a lot of girls are chasing him. He kissed me passionately and he answered my touched equally. I got up to remove the upper portion of my pajama so he can freely access it. Then

"Stop." He ordered me.

Don't you want it?" I asked

course I do especially with you but

answer. He tricked me to be with him then he doesn't want to actually do it. Bullshit, does he really want to wait until mariage to do this with me seriously. I don't even