Chained by a possessive mafia's love
Chapter 15 ~ Want to seduce me ~
* Anna’s Pov *
After Blaze left, I came back to the room he called my room; I locked myself inside this room; I wanted to be alone at that moment currently; I was sitting on the carpet, hugging my knees.
Thinking about what he said, I finally lost my cool, but suddenly I turned calm, too calm, unusual like me.
I don’t know should I pity fate or laugh at my fucked up luck; long-lost love came back but turned into a nightmare; I wanted to marry a man to save my father, complete planning.
Planned how to kill me on the wedding night, before my marriage, but got kidnapped by my ex-lover, tried to run away, but he caged me in an ocean. nowhere to run. And finally, he blackmailed me into marrying him.
I don’t know how an average person would react in this situation, but my mind completely lost sense.
I am a loud and nosy person, but suddenly I feel my brain frozen like December’s snow.
I was thinking about how to die, but here he caged me inside this castle.
After thinking a few hours, my brain gave up; it told me that if I want to die, why are you making me so tired?
But my heart was thinking something else, after so long when I finally met him, only I know how I felt at that moment, the boy I loved was just a 22-year-old college student yet he changed for good or bad I don’t know. But seeing him with an unfamiliar feeling happening in my heart, maybe my hatred and disappointment to cover that feeling at that moment, but in this darkness and silence, I can't see anything other than his handsome face.
The sharpness and the manly scent I can't get out of them from my head. How could I? I was crazy over this man, totally insane?
Even when a girl looked at him, I fought with that girl. At one time, when I started chasing after him, my teacher caught me on the spot reading how to seduce your boyfriend''.
Seriously, thinking this, I'm feeling so embarrassed, but when my teacher asked me why I read that book in anger.
In front of 2 teachers and full classes of students, I said
''I'm going to seduce Blaze and make him mad with my love, “that the whole call laughed for at least 30 minutes.
front of everyone “ so, you want to seduce me? You better seduce
time, how lovely and straightforward our life was, with no worry
like someone cursed my life after he left me. Why? I want this answer because this has made me
with me straight away, but he left so silently that this
should I do? My heart started bleeding again, but I don't want to admit a bitter truth, my heart to feel, it suddenly knows to feel
not to trust him, but my heart screams for him as if the love button, which I switched off five years ago,
word the most in my life because this word might be simple, but when a person’s life is stuck in a
I hate myself for
to let out the feeling from my heart; otherwise, I don't know how long I
you want, we can deliver your dinner inside the bedroom." A woman said from the other side of the
mother also likes this stubbornness because I'm still alive after five years; these five years, I wanted to kill myself many times. Yet, I don’t know how, but she seems to read my mind and always appeared when I tried
a mother, no matter how much you hid from the world, never
my first love letter, she helped me;
became heavy once again, one side my painful
strike for one week when I agreed to marry Dylan; she always used to tell me, Blaze just left for a while, he will come back for me; in these five years, she never let me forget Blaze as if
started banging on the door, and I came back to
got up and went inside the bathroom, ignoring
shower to sober
my hair because I don’t want to lose my hair or
the blanket over my head, tried to fall asleep, soon
in tension or feeling confused with many things; sleep is the only thing I
only thing that comes and
thoughts, and sleep
my neck, and the feeling was too good, the familiar scent, I turned toward the direction to
thinking I did something I never want
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