Celebrity Crush Turned Deadly Love!

Akshu's PoV

I am an idiot. I left my phone on my office desk. I was quite disappointed with Yash and was not myself for the whole day. Not talking to him and staying mad at him is impossible. I put my phone in silent mode to stop that feeling of calling him after I spoke to Raajiv.

He hurt me. He didn't care about my feelings. He let her touch him. He let her kiss him. I know he did not encourage it but still he didn't push her away too. I am hurt because of him. He has to come and console me. Damn this heart running behind him. He must not take me for granted.

Janvi was so beautiful and perfect. That is why he never took his eyes off of her. He had almost all beautiful girls falling for him and I am the least desirable girl for him. Just like he said, this may be an attraction to him. Why would he want me when Janvi is ready to offer herself to him?

If he really loves me and values my feelings he should make it up to me. I won't step down. I don't know what I am feeling now? I'm sad, mad and what not! Am I feeling low on myself and feeling insecure about our relationship? Yes, I am sure of my feelings but I am insecure about his feelings for me.

All the while from evening to this time, I have been sad because Yash didn't try and talk to me. How will he, if my phone is not with me? I am insane just like he says. Just when Kavi said that Vishwa didn't call me, I remembered I left my phone on my desk.

I don't know how many times Yash has called to talk to me. He is going to be super mad at me tomorrow. Now the tables have turned ? Should I talk to him first? Wouldn't that make what he did was not wrong?

OMG! If he tried talking to me, I really have to make him cool. I have no idea how I am going to do that. Besides, when I think of what happened in the morning now, it's not completely his fault today. She was all over him and he clearly didn't like it. About that goodbye kiss, he said no. She did it anyway. Which again is not his fault. She took that liberty because they might have done it before. When I gave my heart to him, I knew what he was like. I made up my mind to consider him a new man leaving behind his past. So what I did by not talking to him today was not fair. But I couldn't help but get hurt when that heroine took too much advantage on him.

I already didn't like any girl that works with him. This Janvi is very beautiful and they looked awesome together. I think the jealousy took over me that turned into anger on him and hurt myself.

I must be more mature in handling these kinds of things. Yash is a celebrity and I have always known it. Being a touch-me-not is no good to lead a life with him. I have just hurt him and me in the process. I woke up when Kavi pulled my blanket away.

"Wake up, de. I have been calling you for the past half hour. It's late." she shouted in my face.

God! I didn't know when I slept. All I had in my mind was Yash. I should compromise him.

wonderful morning wish. Good morning!" I greeted her

of your sarcasm. Joshua is in our hall. Waiting for you. We missed our cab. He has booked us another cab. Now wake

I ran to the restroom and got ready in

Joshua. Sorry

Madam. The cab

me madam. Thank you

madam. Yadav sir's most important person is madam to me. Calling you by your name is against my

boring, Joshua." I said

you are in trouble,

"Why?"

and he spoke like he doesn't care!" OMG, The after effects are bigger than I thought. He is seriously mad

told him as we got in the car. He went to

had a fight? Is that why you

me.

like a misunderstanding. Not a fight." I

soon." she said and drowned herself in her

nears, the ball of fear in my tummy gets even bigger. I should apologize to him. When I reached my desk, I hurriedly looked for my phone. It was switched off. The

arrived yet?"

won't show up today." She said

"oh, Um.. Thank you."

hell will I talk to him? I ran back to my desk