Camp Closeted

"Really?" My emotions were very mixed and slightly confused and if Sascha noticed this on my face, he'd know something is up so I just quickly smiled. "That's so cute."

My voice came out drier than intended but Sascha was so star struck at looking at Jesse and I couldn't help but feel so happy for him.

I can't blame him. Jesse looked absolutely god sent and everything about him was perfect.

Too perfect..

Rama spoke. "The sun is about to set, I'm leaving before we get eaten by wolves or something." He walked pass us as he wanted to get back on the large canoe. "I'm gonna go see if Cade made it back."

"I'm coming." Logan announced.

"Hold on I'm getting my stuff." Keanu chirped.

Sascha quickly looked at me. "You ready to go?" He softly asked, tucking a long curl behind his ear.

Just before I could've answered, somebody's voice had already spoke for me.

"He's staying with me." Jesse interrupted, stretching out his gorgeous body as he yawned like a baby. "Im gonna need help to row the other boat that washed up with him, so..." His eyes were subtly shy as it slightly shifted to look at me.

Sascha took a second to reply as he ran his hand through his hair. All of a sudden, he smiled widely. "Oh, sure, okay then. Get back safely guys." He slowly waved, following the other guys onto the other canoe.

I remained seated, my eyes carefully focused on the bright fire as Jesse's tall figure stood right next to me, watching the guys begin to row away towards the setting sun.

Our surroundings were just filled with distant water splashes and a couple of deep chuckles coming from the canoe that began to disappear.

Before I knew it, we were alone..

I didn't bother flinching as Jesse quickly sat next to me on the ground, our eyes not leaving the dancing fire.

"Not gonna lie," Jesse's deep and slightly raspy voice began to speak. "I did wanna save you while I was doing mouth to mouth with you, but mostly to just kiss you again." Jesse confessed.

I couldn't help but deeply chuckle. "Imagine if I didn't wake up?" I raised an eyebrow at him, our eyes meeting. "You would've been kissing a dead person."

for too long always made me anxious and my cheeks always began to burn and I hated it. I remained quiet, making him speak again. "I know you're scared of Tristan because you're a pussy, but I'm never gonna leave your side ever again." He

I tried to hide a smile

I have a problem with you not wanting to have problems with anyone, meaning you have a problem with me."

a problem with you?" I began to taunt him, trying to hide a

taunted back, his

about it, bro?" I began to

know, bro." He shrugged, acting like a cringey fuck boy back as his dilated eyes shifted around my face. "No homo, but like, you're super

sounds super homo." I nervously chuckled, hiding a devilish smile under the

His voice let out softly, his eyes delicately set into mine as I watched his ocean irises

but kind to me and I

my chin closer and I didn't even have

up as my heart began beating in a faster pace, our

widened at him, amused. "Miss me with that gay

as I quickly replied. "That was actually so fucked up. But I deserve it." I continued

eyes met mine again, his deep attentive voice breaking the quick silence. "I forgive you, just don't ever be mean to me again, I'm sensitive." He smiled, momentarily showing me his incredibly white teeth. "Come here." He quietly

smooth reddened lips met mine. It felt like every single problem

got my heart beating against my chest now as he smelled so good for some reason. His warm hand gliding against my cheek to kiss me even

look of distraught as our cheeks were burning. "What if my nose bleeds?" My breathing was fast and my vision was blurring in ecstasy at

a fuck?" He groaned out, his desperate

all I needed

to his as Jesse's soft commanding hands grabbed onto my cheeks, making us kiss a lot

were almost overwhelming. He made my mind

of minty gum entered my mouth as I started to feel

Oh no!

This isn't good!

I can't help it!

quickly pushed him away since I already felt my nose

undeniably so turned

from sweat as his black cloudy hair was gorgeously messy. "This can't be normal." He breathed