Camp Closeted

"I never knew that making a s'more could be this fucking aggravating, Sascha can you do it, this shit is giving me anxiety." Cadence loudly let out.

Sascha held in a small giggle as he carefully grabbed onto the stick that was skewered with melting marshmallows. "It's not hard, all you have to do is put it in between the 2 graham crackers and then you're done." Sascha shrugged as he gave it to Cadence.

The s'more making station was less packed and busy now since it was starting to become very late. Most of the people that roamed around the bonfire were now gone, including the DJ, only making the atmosphere a lot more quieter  than before.

Regardless of what happened, I hope Romeo got home safe. After that stunt he pulled with him licking my mouth in front of Jesse, his friends quickly found him and helped him away. It felt so odd to see him in that state.

Jesse politely moved his head closer towards me to capture my attention. "You want caramel on yours?" Jesse asked as I quickly grabbed it after blinking out of my thoughts, making him chuckle.

"Y-yea, of course." I grinned, pouring it all over my s'more and then handing it back. "Wait this is like my 13th s'more, why aren't you stopping me? This is so bad." I humorously let out.

Jesse furrowed his brows at me with a careless shrug. "Who cares?"

I furrowed my brows back. "Um, I do. You're super hot and I have to keep up. You know how bad it would look if a hot guy was seen dating a pudge!?" I bit into the s'more anyway, letting out a cracky laugh.

He bit onto his s'more too. "Who cares, I'm technically the pudge. Whatever that is." He deeply replied.

My eyes quickly narrowed at him after I swallowed. "Jesse no you're not. You're probably just saying that to make me feel better." I couldn't help but grin as I bit once again.

"You know what then? Fuck it, we're both pudges, how about that?" We both laughed. Jesse's smile slowly faded away into a more serious stare. "Have you figured out when you're leaving the camp yet?"

I deeply sighed. "Probably this coming weekend. Almost everyone I know is leaving next week and the week right after. I know for sure you have to go back to Italy soon, right?"

"This weekend, yea." Jesse bit his lip as he buried a hand into his pocket. "I wish you can come with me." What he said caused a wave of silence to break between us.

I tried to smile now. "H-here, lets not think about it." My hand quickly grabbed onto his. "Tonight has been so amazing and I don't wanna ruin it by being sad."

Jesse's eyes subtly brightened. "You're right." He nodded. "Fuck being sad." He added nonchalantly.

Jesse and I joined in on Benny and Keanu's conversation with Leo and Andrew. "Oh wow I didn't know all the couples were planning to huddle up together." Benny announced making us laugh. "How the bonfire go for y'all?" He asked softly once I stood next to him.

"Oh it was perfect. All we did was just eat, listen to the music and talk." I smiled widely at him. "I don't ever want this night to end to be honest."

"Well damn, you got a lot of energy. Keanu and I drank and just danced. We're not having it anymore, we need sleep." Benny laughed loudly as the others had their own conversations. "We're just talking to Andrew about the camp closeted year book and then we're gonna head out. Were you and Jesse planning to stay longer?"

My mouth widened as I didn't really know what to answer so I just quickly turned towards Jesse who was chuckling with Keanu about something. "Jesse they're gonna leave soon, did you wanna leave or stay?"

Jesse glanced down at me. "Well I wanted to stay longer, but if you wanna go then we can go.

I just subtly smiled and nodded. "W-we can stay." What I said made Jesse smile also. "We'll stay." I told Benny.

Benny just yawned, stretching to himself. "And how the hell are you guys planning to get back?" He tiredly let out.

Just before I could've tried responding, Jesse had already spoken out for my silence. "We'll find someone." He shrugged.

Benny's eyes just slightly widened at him. "Well make sure that someone isn't a damn serial killer. It's midnight, so be safe."

"We will, momma Benny." Jesse teased, making Benny let out a small exhausted smile.

So our only plan to get home is to find someone huh?

"You ready?" Keanu sneaked an arm around Benny's waist, gesturing for them to finally leave.

"Yea." Benny smiled brightly at him. "Y'all are sure you guys will have a ride back home?" He asked one last time.

"Yes." Jesse and I let out simultaneously, making us throw each other funny looks.

"Alright then, lets go." Benny yawned once more, Keanu holding hands with him as they began to walk out of the bonfire.

I wanted to try and talk to Andrew and Leo but they already disappeared somewhere, leaving Jesse and I alone near the s'more station.

All of a sudden, I felt Jesse slowly pull me into him with a tempting smirk. "May I have this dance?" His deep voice huskily asked.

I couldn't help but humorously chuckle up at him. "To what? The DJ left hours ago." I cautiously wrapped my arms around his neck. I then watched his hands gently wrap around my waist, making our bodies rub against each other.

"We don't need music." His deep ocean colored eyes brightened, his perfectly reddened lips smirking into me. "All we need is each other."

It's been a minute of us just deeply gazing at each other and I wasn't entirely bothered by it. I observed how clear Jesse's skin was, every single part of his face radiating warmth towards me like the sun.

His messily sculptured midnight hair sat just right on top of his blue dilated eyes. His eyes stared so deep into me and I felt like I was looking into a telescope pointed directly at the stars.

"We're not even dancing." I couldn't help but laugh out loud as he joined in. "We're literally just up against each other." My voice audibly quieter from intimidation.

"Is that bad?" Jesse raised an eyebrow at me. "I don't really know how to dance." He anxiously whispered.

"I don't eithe-" He quickly interrupted me with his mouth.

He tasted like warm sweet s'mores, love, and the entire galaxy. I felt almost frozen as to how good he felt and tasted. This kiss felt different than usual. It's definitely one of the more passionate ones and the way he kissed me just felt undeniably glorious.

Once our mouths broke away, both of his arms held my cheeks together. "Potrei guardarti tutto il giorno." Jesse spoke in a way I've never heard him speak before. His tone, his demeanor, his voice, his accent, everything was different but for the better.

"Italian?" I asked, biting my lip.

"Mhm." He nodded proudly.

"Are you gonna tell me what it meant?" I softly asked another question.

playfully roll my eyes

I quietly chuckled.

us just remained quiet, proceeding

of subtle worry coming

to cover up his worried facial expression. "Nothing, I'm just worried about how the fuck we're gonna get back to camp." He anxiously chuckled but I wasn't amused. "Whatever, we'll be fine, let's go." He took my hand, gesturing me to follow

group of guys we walked into seemed as if they all consisted of only tall, masculine, and incredibly attractive male models and

out, poking a guy

his smirk all of a sudden widening. "Oh my god, Jess." He quickly hugged Jesse, his eyes sharply piercing up and down at me and then turning back to look at Jesse. "Damn, look at you! You look so hot, you still workout huh?"

their interaction as I quickly caught myself

as his cheeks slightly reddened. "Yea of course dude,

since the guy didn't really

"I'm really glad you're doing well. The guys at Brazen miss you a lot, especially Gio." He slyly winked. "But yea, we have to hang out soon,

the fuck

Jesse nodded, his eyes glancing down at me, probably noticing the undeniable change in my happy facial

Jesse, making me lose him

apologetic smile as I just causally scrunched my lip to the side.

from the intense insecurity I rapidly felt being around these people. Jesse fit the part just perfectly since he had already disappeared

just blinked, confused as to how I should

slowly began to turn around, proceeding to leave before I look even more stupid by just watching Jesse talk to other guys.

the far exit, a tight yet gentle grip made its way around my wrist. "You were gonna leave

feel awkward by just watching you have conversations with them." I spoke low

many people were talking to me at the same ti-" I rapidly interrupted

causing piercing silence to break out

visible curiosity, his face struck with slight confusion. "Some guy

just dryly looked back down as

sharply breathed

I let back

was?" Slight pride and amusement began to

I was just curious." I quickly shrugged, not bothering to return his sharp gaze on

upset?" Jesse raised a

"I'm not."

"Yes you are."

"Shut up."

clearly mad

Jesse, shut

and

"I'm not grumpy."

and it's

"Jesse stop it!"

are you

fuck up!" I loudly exclaimed, making

subtly hurt facial expression. "That whole situation back there was just so

fading away into

up on you and it just made me uncomfortable." Jesse just clicked his mouth out, his eyes trying their hardest not to roll back. "He was

my arms, he just wanted to feel them."

boyfriend whom he blatantly ignored!" Just before he could've began to respond, I quickly cut him off with my hands going up.

began talking to him because I knew we needed a ride back home, I didn't know it was gonna get you upset." I remained quiet.

since I felt bad about screaming at him. "There's nothing

me glance back as a sigh escaped out of my mouth. "To be honest, I have no idea how the fuck we're

Benny." I shrugged, looking down to reach for my phone. "Let

we walk down the road while you call?" Jesse suggested. "We might be able to catch some people preparing

furrowed down at him. "I'm not gonna just get in a

you." We began to walk.

it to be

Jesse proudly clicked his mouth as if he just discovered something. "Emphasize on the word; together." He smiled, making

never take anything seriously." My smile widened with his as he realized how contagious his smile was. "Jesse we're stranded in the middle of nowhere!" I began

cares, we'll walk 40 miles if we have to, at the end of the day we're gonna be together." Jesse carelessly exclaimed as I

of seriousness will kill me faster than the 40 mile walk." I frowned at

as my eyes quickly rolled back to my skull. "It's also not my fault that I never take anything

use one of those plans right about now." I glanced at him as not

walk down the steeply declined hill. "Hey wait,

him, Jesse and I running side by side

sounds of throwing up and struggle to

A familiar boy with an English accent laughed out loud as we caught sight

really see his head since he was on bended knees

It was too dark to really try and process anything and on top of that, it was 2:00 a.m and

"Excuse me, you guys think you can help us out? We're stranded and

up at us, his friend still throwing up. "Oh-oh yea-yea sure. Hope you don't mind my drunk lad

to talk. "That's fine. We're not even worried about that, we

up now, crossing his arms. "Alrighty then, get in. M-mind if I ask what camp you lads from?" He asked.

I let out

The boy beamed. "Well, except for Carmichael and Grey in the back, their from Brazen and I gotta drop

to get in the car, Jesse quickly got close to me as confusion began to flood all throughout

to sit on my lap."

car door, making my eyes fall on the two guys on the back seat. "What the heck." I sharply

of them making out as I had to awkwardly cough for them to move. The smaller boy quickly got up off of him, shyly wiping his plump reddened mouth to the side, his cheeks

fuck you guys looking at?" The muscular boy with the piercingly grey eyes threw us a dirty look as