Call me Alpha

Aiden's POV

The bond between mates is the best thing any other wolf can ask for. It completes us, filling us with unthinkable happiness. And that's happening to me now.

I can feel it.

Every bit of me can't ask for more when I'm around Ashira. I'm an Alpha yet I can only control to be away from her for hours. Far from what I expected.

I denied to claim her. I want to know her first, to see for myself if she has an ounce of greed for power.

Just like how I see my mother.

I grew up with her words, 'to be the best'. She came from the top wolf pack of the North and she expects nothing but best from me and my father.

When Raekon takes over her previous pack from her brother, Uncle Zeuracious, I saw how bewildered and uneasy she become. For her, only our bloodline can be the best. And it should stay that way.

When her brother was thrown off his title as Alpha, she did not like it. I witnessed her thirst to be the first. To be on top. To give the crown back to her own blood. Her hunger for power dragged my father down with her.

And my father who I looked up to, became someone no one expected he will turn to be. He let his love for my mother to eat him whole. He made the decision to start a war with Raekon's pack but not for peace, not for any sound decisions but ONLY for her.

Hundreds of our wolf died, their family mourned, we lost some of the greatest fighters, the best trackers, and yet, my parents disregard that it was the possible outcome of the war. And for what?

Kristina, or known as Luna Tina, used her influence to my father as his mate. She knew she can manipulate my father's head, that she can find her way through his decisions. That he won't let her down.

And that resulted in the destruction of peace of the North. Not just that but that war cost her, own life, and my father's as well.

My wrath towards her greed made me push my feelings for Ashira. Trying to waive the pull of the mate bond calling to me.

But even if I try to stop myself, I knew I won't be able to. Now, I don't know if I can reject her even if I'll saw her flaws. Even if she will be like my mother.

I want her and I knew it. I can feel that my wolf started breathing solely for her from the moment we saw her. And even if it will end my life, I'd still want her. That's how I feel right now.

It almost killed me to suppress it the first time and the thought of her being stolen from me kills me the second time. I'm torn with mine and my wolf's choices.

I'm jealous. I'm petrified. I want her for me and only mine.

But I'm hesitating. I can't have a mate that may drag me down just like my mother. I need to see her goal, her intention, her objective of life.

Though whenever I see her, every time she's close to me, my mind is clouded by her. I can't think clear of my intention and can only focus on how perfect her eyes were, or how beautiful she was made. My mind screams to never let her go, to never let her out of my sight.

When some guy comes near her, I get protective, anxious, angry even. I don't want any other scent lingers on her perfect body but mine.

I'm aware of my possessiveness for her, one of the changes that I can't bend to break. But I can't blame myself.

She gave me a gift from the moment I met her.

She gave me life.

She made me feel alive again.

She granted me another purpose in life that I thought was just to protect the pack.

I never forget my responsibilities for the pack. I knew they needed me. But since I haven't put my mark on Ashira, I can't focus on anything aside from being with her.

I'm on my way to my house, to where she is now. I'm riding my car and stepped on the brake abruptly. Just a few minutes away and I'll be home. Home to her.

But something yelled at the back of my mind.

Something is wrong.

but I'm ignoring

Nick's POV

rang and

the phone. I'm still at the pack building, inside Aiden's office. Aiden's been gone for a while now. He must be home again inside

of papers in front of me, making my head

survey over?" I said, massaging my temples with my

pack is near. We need to take precautions and keep an eye if they are preparing for battle. Trust is not in Aiden's book when it comes to the

normal here, Nick but we'll stay for a few

the border of Ravenous so our fake ally won't recognize their scent. They are trackers that

in the pack." I sighed as I said that. Seth is the best tracker next to Jeron. He is also skilled in fighting and for me, he is the right one

near Ashira, so how will his third-in-command protect her? From

sure there

you

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in his response. It's the Gamma's duty to protect the Luna. "How long will

the other four?" He asked

stead. Leave the others there. How long

our Luna in

not sure. If the Rogue who attacked us

"We're not sure. Yet."

travel in my wolf so probably in one day and a half in

mention anyone

Wait, she's not introduced

"No. Not yet."

"Oh. Okay."

the call. I faced the stack of paper works at the table and let out

lot of whining as

upon their arrival. There are two folders.

folder contains the details of she-wolves who met their mate at the annual mapping and

important and Aiden must be here to have knowledge

I sighed.

look for Ashira's paper on the thick folder and

years old. Blood type AB, 5'5" tall, and the beta's orphan

parents' name then? Well, it's not that it matters. She belonged in our pack now. Our Luna to

phone number is also there so I decided to save it on my phone and

Ashira's POV

almost out and I

I miss Aiden.

took so long and since he was gone, I just locked myself inside my room. I'm not in the mood to do anything and I miss the short time I had with Aiden

want more of those moments where we are not shouting at each other's faces and without

I understand that. Though no matter how hard I told myself to stop missing

away. It's irritating that I wanted to smash everything around

to do anything of that because those are just for someone

around trying to hear where it was placed. I haven't touched my phone since I've arrived here and it only occurred to me

from. I saw my phone and there's a lot of

it attention at all. I'm guessing that everyone from home

messages starting from the bottom and it

I reached my future mate's pack!

the same day I arrived at the Prime. She left a day early though because Shadow

opened the next one

your letter. What are you, five? Anyway, take care. Update me when you'll come home coz

as he texts that. He sent

my mate. I smiled at her

I started typing,