Call me Alpha
Chapter 6: Control
A lady in her thirties entered Aiden's office but I can't take my eyes off his back. I was not able to speak back to what he had said. I was left dumbfounded with the words I just heard.
I'll never put my claim in you.
Those words kept echoing in my ears while I felt numerous needle stabbed on my chest. I felt like I was poisoned by a venomous snake. My body's numb, my head feels hazy and my breathe hitched as I stare at Aiden's back. My wolf is in pain as well but its me who's taking most of the blow.
I wanted to curse the bond between us. Not feeling its significance at the moment.
"My Luna," the lady greeted me with a low bow. She just acknowledged me as this packs' Luna yet my own mate think otherwise.
Is he gonna reject me? He doesn't want me?
Questions flood in my mind that I feel I'm going insane.
"Go with Aurea, she will assist you with everything you'll need. I don't want any male near you. Take that as a warning." Aiden's deep voice come out chilly again.
I'm not paying attention with his threat. My mind is focused on why he have someone to assist me or bring me to his home when in fact he can!
"I'll take you home, my Luna." Aurea said humbly, her eyes still on the ground.
I nodded at her. I don't think Aiden is open for argument right now. And I'm not near on begging anything of him.
My pride rises. My chin rose proud as my ego continuously charging, fully ignoring my wolf's pain. I'm not the type who kiss any wolf's feet. Not my mate. Not even the Alpha.
"Let's go." I said to Aurea and started to walk outside the office.
The car ride was slow, letting me replay what had happened over and over again.
Maybe he doesn't want me. First, he didn't showed up the traditional way at the ceremony. The scene he must have caused with Nick and I was because of his wolf being possessive with me. But not because he'd want a mate. Nor he want me.
And then his words that doesn't speared my wolf straight into her heart comes second but fatal. How could he bluntly tell me he doesn't want to claim me? I never done anything to him for him to be upset. We just met! And yet the thought of having me as his mate disturb him?
"We've reach your home, Luna." Aurea interrupted my thoughts.
"Please. Call me Ashira." I don't want any claim or acknowledgement of something I'm yet to be deserved of.
"I'm sorry but you're our Luna now-" she hesitated.
"I know you can't smell Aiden's claim on me." I cut her words. Bitterness touched the tip of my tongue.
"But that doesn't change the fact that you're our Alpha's mate, Luna." She even bowed lightly to me. I just sighed and let her call me Luna in the end. These wolves hugged the tradition righteously, their Alpha should be ashamed.
I hopped out of the car and saw a western build house in front of me. Painted in white, two-storey and surrounded of trees everywhere. This is Aiden's house.
There's no neighboring houses and far from the center which explained the long car ride.
"Alpha Aiden asked me to assist you. He'd given me instructions but I'll do first what you wanted to." Aurea said. We're inside the house now. She's holding my luggage that she might picked up at the guesthouse earlier.
"What's his instruction?"
"First is to show you your room, Luna."
I'll probably hear the rest of his order but I badly need to get off this dress.
"Let's do that."
She walked ahead of me to the stairs. There's five doors in the second floor that I've noticed. We turned left and stopped at the second door there.
Aurea opened the door and I was welcomed by a large circle bed in the center of the room. The theme is in brown and white. Classic. The outside of the house screamed modernization while the inside were most vintage.
I eyed the room for a bit, not taking more step inside. I turned to Aurea who immediately bowed her head.
"Oh, please. Take it easy." I whined. Her outmost respect of me felt multiple slaps that I don't deserve it. Making me remember that her Alpha indirectly rejected me.
She just smiled in response. I sighed. Realizing whatever I'll say would be worthless because she made up her mind.
"Where's Aiden's room?" I asked curiously.
"The first door we passed is, Luna."
So we're
the rest of his
take you
me came with light baggage is because we'll be under responsibility of our mates
clothes and food we'll need. Most likely, our main role here is to give them a pup. To multiply the pack
cook for your
don't want to be treated like a princess. Now I regret not
and I found that she's the servant of Aiden. She took care of his house and
ask while settling
dead." I can feel the sadness in
mateless and still coping with life. Most can't. I'm just glad she's a woman because if she's not then she'll be able to smell my abnormality which is being
it?" I asked, playing with my
You know the Alpha's effect on the pack. Basically, I survived the pain for the responsibility I needed
her mate died. What's good thing that I can see is, she
it a day. I let her go home to where she's staying. She lived not too
felt the surging feeling of being with Aiden. Missing him. This is normal because I got to know who my mate is but
thought of having him near me. There's a lump on
can feel his touch on my skin. His fingers left invisible marks on my waist, making me feel the
take a shower trying
Aiden's POV
never intended to show myself at the ball. The least I wanted is to find my mate and get drunk from that
lingers on my nose that every fucking
to smell her clearly but she won't know I'm around unless she'll laid
I hates him for being so. I don't want to have a mate! I don't want a messed-up
held on the ground floor. The ceremony was finished and everyone's enjoying the rest of
lingers everywhere and I can't stop the mate bond's pull any longer. My eyes are closed tight as I went out of my office. I stopped on the
everywhere. As soon as I looked down, my eyes fixed to the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She's
I saw her as she talked with my Beta, Nick. My
to myself as I heard him say that. How dare
is serious and she didn't reached for my dog beta's hand.
walked forward for her. I thought I'll see her crying and in pain like the usual reaction I've seen the past years but she seemed
that I did not heard what Nick replied. The next thing I saw was him snatching my
own mate! I'm itching to jump from where I stand to where they were but I stopped myself
What the fuck.
from the view. I was just proud of her for a minute and now
mate's waist, I almost lost it. My growls are getting louder each minute that I'm watching the
focus on their
sounds beautiful. It suit her though that arm that wrapped around her needs to be
enough for everyone to hear. My wolf's upset with what's happening
it. My eyes turned red, my Alpha blood taking
calm myself when I was welcomed by a pair of
by my mate's sole presence when Nick pulled her a step away from me with his fucking arm still around what's mine! My eyes sharped to Nick's and his arm and that's enough
her body smashed into me, bolts of electrifying sensation shot through me. Her scent while this close is suffocating my lungs
using my Alpha to him. Making him submit to me. Letting him know his damned
you!" I growled loudly. I can feel the powerful aura surges around me, affecting everyone in the hall but with Nick taking the most blow. I intend
looked down on her, meeting her beautiful eyes. I can't see any emotion on her aside from the affection and fear. I must've scared
eyes on those around us and back to me, giving me a message. I must have ruined the evening.
looking back to
deal with you later." I said through
privately, making him paled more than he
to do when I placed her on the wall is to crush my
with my beta in front of my people!" I yelled. Those are not the words I wished to project
to portray. I regret yelling
with Nick!" She fought back. I was caught off guard for a second because no one ever yelled at me before. I growled and thought that my mate is stubborn, not liking the
knew I shouldn't have said what I've said specially how
so close to her that my mouth is watering. I can see her face clearly, her lips continuously inviting me, her body's
clouded by her effects on me. I want to kiss
her body, make her quiver from my touch, I want to be inside of her! The mate bond is too strong, I can't
my dreaded actions. I can't admit it to her but
mine either." She whispered that made every hair on my body rise. Damn, why
her firmly, not giving any space between us. A soft growl escaped my lips and
took a sight