Big Bad Wolfie
Chapter 39: 38 - I Lost Him
Screw the fireworks, an atomic bomb went off.
When he put his lips on mine, everything was blown away. The way he practically devoured me had my head spinning.
Holy crap, I'm either about to pass out or explode.
He kissed me like he was angry. Angry at everything but me.
He bit down on my lip, drawing blood.
Okay, maybe he's a little angry at me.
"I think you're beautiful," He growled as he picked up his pace running his hands along my back.
His touch feels urgent. Like he needs me to understand what he really thinks of my ugliest parts.
My heart flutters as the realization keeps hitting me over and over, and every time it gets better.
Wolfie is kissing me and just called me beautiful.
Wolfie is kissing me and just called me beautiful!
What does this mean?
Does it mean he loves me? That he wants to be mates the right way? That he wants to drop this whole thing and —
My train of thought was interrupted by his honey voice. "Why are you doing this to yourself?" He mumbled against my mouth.
At this point, I'm out of breath and overwhelmed, so my answer comes out breathy and unsure, "W-what?" I didn't even open my eyes to say it.
"Why are you so adamant about going and seeking out the hybrids? After everything they've done to you. You should be staying as far away from them as possible. Let me handle this one," he clung to me tighter.
I had to take in a short breath.
That's not what I wanted him to say.
Doesn't he get it?
Because of my past with them, I need to go find them.
I need to make sure they can't kidnap and torture anyone else for two years, or orphan any more kids, or take any more children away from parents, or mates from mates.
I know how bad they are. How evil.
That's why I have to track them down and stop them.
But instead of saying any of that, I just shrugged weakly under his intense gaze.
He growled and gripped my arms tightly, "Maria, you need to take these things seriously."
Oh, of course, we're back to this now.
. . . I had him.
Or at least I thought I did.
Surely seemed like I did.
The way he was holding me. Loving on
to have evaporated into thin
story and figure making me relive it would put me off going on the
And then he only kissed me to get me wrapped
just f**king poured my heart out! I just showed him the most vulnerable parts of me, and it was all
How could I be
I glared at his chest and started fighting his
I can't even look at
wait, hear me out
don't wanna hear you
F**K, I'm crying
struck his
to why I'm not playing your little game
I never met you! If I could, I'd
Surprise and something I didn't expect, sadness,
for it Maria. It's all
My heart breaks at
is
this is a
didn't just rip my heart out and hand
Maybe I didn't just break down in front of
loves
His face went dark and his
Never mind,
He jumped at me and I wasn't prepared for the amount of force, at
He tackled me to the ground and gripped my wrists in a
hadn't ripped my heart out to
leaving me," he gritted out while yanking my hair
that I gave
is about to
gasped out
my neck. That was enough to snap me out
up and repeated what worked the first time in the training
body clenched and he let out a low
him off me
the door, but
was too slow. That's not
on the ground and pulled my feet out from under me. I hit the ground hard
do you do
crawl back on top of me, but I sent
It started bleeding.
for how good his
didn't turn
up, he dove for my hair again, but I ducked under his
The force threw me into the wall and made me squeeze my
Ouch.
but used it to push myself right back up, gritting
his eyes, all
wonder how long his wolf has been
hand shot out to grip my throat, but my hands clamped down on his wrist and shoved his arm to a painful