Belongs to us novel Chapter 49

Nicolai's pov

I couldn't believe my kitten can do something like that, how can she kill her own mate. Well to be honest I don't care if he lives or die. The thing is does mate bond really doesn't matter to her like she said.

No! I am not ready to believe that she really did that. I know we barely know her true self but I know she can't, I trust her. She knew that Ruby was sucking my cock that day and she didn't even frown when I tried to explain. Why would she behave differently with me when she could have killed me like she did to Arthur?

Or maybe I don't matter to her like her old mate did. Does he mattered that much, if he really did matter then why would she kill him. Was she that much angry that she killed him in her anger.

Will she do the same with us, if we hurt her?

Vincent's pov

Since childhood we fought and struggled to claim our place. Nothing in our life was easy for us to get, from our right to live to our right to throne. Even our mate, I thought when we will find her she will accept us with open arms, no matter how much broken we are but everything crashed down.

Nothing in this immortal life is going right. Why can't she accept us, why does she treat us different than Nicolai. Is she that heartless that she killed her own mate.

Somewhere I don't mind that because that's why we became her mates but that thing is fucking disturbing.

She won't think before leaving us alone and snatching our only source of comfort. She doesn't care about us. I might not get that much affected but lucifer needs her.

I know he won't express or show but he is the only one among us who needs her the most. He needs that love which no one has ever given us. The comfort and place where no one would judge us just because we were born different.

We weren't monsters, people made us that. No one took birth to become a monster. Everyone's judgmental behaviour did it to us while the only thing we need is someone who will accept us without hesitation, just the way we are.

Would Serenity do that or will she hurt us like she did to Arthur?

Lucifer's pov.

Yes, I am a monster and I kill people and I wanted to kill her other mate too so she can be only ours. I can't imagine her loving someone else, only we have the right to do that. No one else, not even her pets.

When she finally entered our life I was happy for the first time in my immortal life. I was scared to go near her thinking I will hurt her but when I found out that she is not that fragile as she looks I was beyond happy. I never wanted her to be like that and I am a proud man because the woman I want is the most feared supernatural in the world.

But I can't get rid of the thought that she killed her previous mate. I am a monster and I have anger issues, I can't control myself until I kill someone and feel their blood on my hands but no matter how bad I am I would never hurt my mate, not physically.

How can she be so heartless to kill her own mate. Did we got the wrong woman as our mate. Why does it feel like destiny has again played a very dirty game with us.

I want to believe that she didn't kill him but what's scaring me the most is she didn't deny it.