Alpha Loren

The beeping of machines. That's all I could hear for ages. Then the murmurs of voices in rooms all around me got louder before the pulsing of my own heartbeat and the hoarseness of my breath joined. A clinical smell came through my nostrils. It was so sterile and inhuman and totally insufferable. I opened my eyes. At first it was fuzzy and blurry and I could only make out a bright white light above me. Slowly my vision focussed and the clean white ceiling, walls, floors and sheets came into view. 

All I wanted was to get out of there. To get somewhere real.

I sat up. There were tubes and wires attached to me, imprisoning me to the buzzing and beeping machines but I began ripping them out. My ears were instantly pierced by a blaring alarm and I wasn't even free yet. With little control over my body, my fingers fumbled. I felt like I was physically still asleep but my mind was screaming, trapped inside this useless body.

The panic of being so helpless began to set in and my thoughts moved instantly to the person I knew would always help me.

"Leo!" I started screaming. "Leo!"

He'll come. He'll get me out of this godforsaken place.

A few seconds later, a woman dressed plain blue clothes scrubs ran in and began trying to calm me.

"Luna, you're in the hospital. You're perfectly safe," she said taking my hand and trying to stop me from ripping out the tubes. "The pack hospital."

"The pack? Where's Leo?!" I asked her frantically as tears began to stream. "I need him."

She nodded seconds before the door slammed open and my mate walked in. He seemed to sigh in relief upon seeing me before he came over and took my hand away from the arm with the tubes.

"Ells, no. You need to leave those alone."

"I feel so trapped," I said. "Why is everything so white!?"

just lie down and leave those wires alone. They are there to help

nodded and did as he

the bottom of the bed and lay it over me

I here? The last thing

he said. "This thing is a life support machine. It's been keeping you alive."

coma?" I asked. "For

his answer.

a half weeks,"

Could be worse.

I whispered. "When do I

he replied taking my hand. "You're in no state

I nodded.

happened?" I asked. "What did I miss?"

one point we didn't know you'd live. And part of you didn't. You were

I questioned in

after that, you improved," he added.

had

with

The trauma caused you to

sense of loss. It was almost as bad as when Leo and I lost a baby. But Andrea wasn't my mate and I

I whispered beginning to