A Mysterious She-wolf

Kavi's POV

I woke up with painful joints and realised I was still healing from the fight as I used all my energy to heal my mom's mate. I looked around and found I was in the pack house. I smelled cinnamon. I thought I mind linked Logan but it seems I wrongly mind linked Surya. I sat up and found him sleeping on the floor. What a gentleman! I was still in Logan's shirt. I went to take a bath and took Surya's clothes beforehand. I know he won't mind borrowing his clothes. The hot shower washed away my tiredness along with the dirt. I looked at the mirror. My purple eyes have sparks in them. I am not going to wear lenses anymore. I am not going to hide my identity anymore. In a single day, a lot had happened. I sighed and went out. Surya was awake now.

"Hi!"

I said awkwardly.

"Hi."

He blushed and turned away. I looked at myself and found nothing inappropriate.

"I am going downstairs."

I said to him and descended down.

He followed me to the kitchen. I grabbed some juice and sat on the dining table to relax. Logan came in and gave me a warm smile. I smiled back and he sat next to me. Surya was sitting opposite to me drinking his juice while stealing glances at me.

"Why are you looking at me like that, Surya?"

I asked him irritated with his puzzling behaviour. Logan started laughing while Surya looked away with pink cheeks. He looks cute while blushing but what the hell is wrong with him?

"He almost fainted when you shifted back to your human. He was so shocked to see you naked. He got steadied just before your mom entered the scene. When yous lost conscious, he told everyone that you wanted him to take you back to pack house and carried you here."

I smiled at him. Now I understand why he was behaving like that.

"You should get used to the nudity, Surya. It's common in werewolves."

He looked at me with wide eyes. But nodded his head. I felt a strong poke in my head. Alpha!

'Yes, my highness!'

I asked Sezhiyan playfully in mind link.

'Oh my princess, you need to give a lot of explanations for the things you have done. So don't waste our time and come to my office.'

He linked me.

'On the way, your highness!'

I conveyed him and found Logan already going to the Alpha's office.

Time to open up! I entered the living room and found Mithun's family with Pooja and other pack members having a happy conversation. Rakshana and Pooja's expression turned sour on seeing me but Akhilan eyes didn't meet mine. Pooja muttered 'Lying bitch' under her breath but I let it go and smiled at Mithun and Rakshana. Rakshana turned away but Mithun came near me with a smile.

"I am so happy, dear. My son had finally agreed to get married. The wedding would be in a month. We planned for the engagement in a week time. This rascal at least had the mercy to give happiness to us now. Thanks to you, Kavi. He said after the war he would think about the decision. The war ended sooner without any losses. He surprised us by telling 'yes' when his mother asked him before a few minutes about marriage. I am going to get grandchildren soon..."

He paused and his eyes glazed. Pooja was smirking. But Akhilan was looking at his happy mother with a smile that wasn't reaching his eyes. I feel numb!

Grandchildren? It should be me who has to carry his pups! But how can he agree to marry someone other than his mate? Now, what is the difference between my mom's mate and him? Both didn't bother about their destined mate and made their decision to mate with others.

"Oops! Alpha is calling us. Let's go, Kavi."

Mithun interrupted my thoughts.

I was so stunned and trying to grasp the news. I thought that I got my mother back but here I lost my mate forever. My wolf was so silent and I felt her blocking me. The pain in my heart was so much. Once I misunderstood him for leaving me for another she-wolf. But I knew this time I can't get him back. Why should I be sad? He is the one leaving me. This is not new for me. I was about to open up my secret to him and planned to apologize to him for everything. I can't deny what destiny had planned for me. But it sure had planned something different for me.

I walked behind Mithun like a machine. We entered the Alpha's office. Alpha and Beta family was here along with Manohar, Mukilan, my mother and Mithun. I felt a poke in my head. I opened my mind link.

'Are you okay?'

mind. I realised the sadness was surfacing in my aura. I masked

'Yes. Just tired'

and raised

why you are summoned here,

I nodded my head. I am not over the fact that I can't be with my mate for the rest of my life. But I should tell them the reason why I have done all these things.

you a chance to explain why you did that. If we find it is fair, we might let you continue in this pack. Else we

voice. I sighed out and started to speak.

you, Alpha. But I never intended any harm to the pack. I love this pack more than my life. And I would die for this pack happily. You know we transferred from Green ocean pack when a wolf tried to force himself on my mother. After moving to Mountain shadows pack, I lived for a few years happily in ignorance being a pup. My mother wasn't the only reason for everything, but she is partially the reason for all my changes. I felt her avoiding me but I wanted her love. So I started behaving like a good pup and I insisted Granpa to get

go aggressive because of the pack members' teasing. But we talked a lot and she accepted to grow patience and calm. After some time, I almost turned invisible. No one bothered about my existence except my grandparents. In that pack, females only learn basic defence moves. They won't allow the female to train like we do here. I liked fighting as Sezhiyan

Grandma always took care of me when mom went to her work. One day, we three went to the mountains to gather some medicinal plants. But suddenly we saw some rogue wolves trying to attack a wounded woman. Later I learnt, her name is Zarina and she is a witch. My grandparents fought with them and being an Alpha couple they managed to kill the wolves, but a rogue who hidden in his human form shot them in silver bullets. Before he dies, he sent some of the memories of my mother to

her innocence telling that it was his property to take and forced her again and again before leaving her tied up naked. He used masking scent to erase his trace. And no

baby and my mom telling that I am the light of her life and she had finally found the purpose of her life. The memories of her love for me when she was pregnant. Then the incident of why we transferred to Mountain

and he wanted me to be strong in every situation. His soul left his body after that. All these memories were like transferred to me in seconds. That witch thanked me and... she left. My grandpa must have mind linked the pack members because they came in a few minutes and took me back home. My whole anger turned to my mom's mate. I wanted to find and kill him for the pain he gave to my

didn't even growl out loud in my human form within pack territory. Alpha commands never affected me. I thought it was my Grandpa's Alpha blood in me. But it seems I was created from two Alpha blooded people. So I never shifted to Mountain shadow pack Alpha's command but fake whimpered slightly. They bought the lie. They teased and mocked me for a few days and then left me without talking. And it

defence arts from the human. She agreed. After two years, I trained in full swing to fulfil my revenge and in one rogue tournament, I learnt I was healing faster than other wolves. Then my wolf told that she doubts that we could heal others. And I healed a stray dog that night before sneaking back to Mountain shadow pack territory. I would visit my mom daily and

northern region where a pack of wolves live in their wolf form and they were so animalistic and will kill without any mercy. I am still going there and train my wolf with them as they were the most powerful werewolves in their wolf form. I will stay there for a month during school vacations and live there in my wolf

losing them or my ambition would put them in danger neither I want to reveal my secrets before killing him. Above all, I didn't want another heartbreak. All my closed one were either killed or left me. So I kept the secrets. On the next birthday, I found I could act as the medium to transfer energy from one person to another with my healing power and also I could feel a person's aura without looking at them. Then last week, Dhaya got attacked. I healed him and

for a long time. But there was a nagging pain in my heart because of the fact my mate wasn't mine anymore. I don't care about them banishing me because after a month, when my mate mates with Pooja, I would be feeling everything they do.

Tears were flowing from females and the males were calm but their aura radiates everything they feel. Dhaya, Logan and Mukilan were shocked and sad at my revelation. Luna suddenly walked to my mom and slapped her hard across

you done to your pup? Now I see why that cheerful pup

at my

She already

her to him and his touch calmed her mostly.

Vijayan, their Beta promised to take care of the pack meanwhile. Ilamaran was an emotional mess to know their parents weren't mates and what his father did to your mother. It seems they lied the entire pack that they were destined mates. And he followed his father blindly and now regretting everything he

me in a calm tone. I

against the pack enemy and you have saved the pack from the damages and loses. I think I could forgive you for

strict tone but his eyes held happiness. I smiled at him and nodded my head.

talk to you alone, Alpha. But not now. Other might get

mind linked him. He looked at me quizzically but slightly nodded his head with a frown.

pack 'get together'. After

and she even stayed in my bed till I pretend to sleep. I can't sleep

mind link and nudged Logan.

He's

Same with Mukilan.

mind link open.

'Hi'

'Is that you, gorgeous?'

asked me

can't sleep. Can you kidnap

him

my way. Don't you need to take care

up and undressed my nightdress and threw some t-shirt and

made the arrangements for her to

replied in mind and descended down with my wolf speed and locked the front door and waited for him. He soon arrived there in a bike and smiled at

do you want to

He asked me.

"I want to drink"

I said blankly.

or fresh juices or