A Girl’s Diary

Let me tell you how this went in my head.

I jumped out of bed in a badass super speed screaming at both of them. Tearing my IV out. Throwing whatever I could find including the metal post while they were both cowering in fear of my angry dragon wrath. And then they both die an honourable death by my hands. Zero regrets with this!

However, we all know this wasn't what happened.

I wasn't in the mood to be such spitfire nor did I have the energy for the screaming.

I laid back down in bed and pulled the covers over my head with the intention of ignoring them and sleeping soundly. I knew that even if Alice had anything to do with my kidnapping, she couldn't do shit at a hospital with over five guards stationed on my door.

"I'll leave you to talk but you have only thirty minutes then you get the hell out of here, you two," Ross said before the door was shut quietly. I still couldn't get over the fact that he was a doctor. Not just that, he was sneaking visitors into my room. So responsible!

"Shana," Ron said the stupid nickname with his stupid voice. I pulled the cover tighter. "It's okay, I know you wouldn't want to look at my face after all what happened." He sighed.

was so quiet not uttering a single word.

I grimaced as I remembered what happened. This seemed so trivial compared to what happened to me

times... almost adequate! Note

what? Fuck.

been through worse I can take a bit of dizziness and

I smiled at her making her eye go so wide, I thought it would pop right out. "Did you have fun with our talk in the park? It was such a lovely evening, maybe we should do it again." My tone was so sweet I wanted to barf in my mouth. She looked down in shame. Save the act for someone else! "Ron, babe, why don't

His voice broke and I noticed for the first time since he set foot in this room that

only listen because I deserve to know everything." He nodded then

whole time from the very start. She told me to act bitchy towards you." Wait! She wasn't

something I didn't know, I almost rolled my eyes. "They needed my help to get you, that's why I sent the text but you came anyway thinking Desmond would protect you," She grimaced as she was lost for a second in her own world. "He- he then shot me... I was useless to them now..." She started crying. But why would she