A Girl’s Diary novel Chapter 52

I stayed all night in bed I was seriously not in the mood for life.

I think, even though I knew I hurt Ron by my actions, I was still hurt by his words. Even if they were said out of anger, my pain didn't subside.

I caused all this.

Tommy ordered pizza since we didn't have dinner which didn't lure me out of bed so he gave up and put some in my room just in case.

I was such a horrible person, I didn't deserve to eat anything...

Why did I hurt anyone who got near me? I stayed in my room all day with covers over my face so no one could hear me cry. I didn't deserve their sympathy.

"Okay, enough is fucking enough!" Tommy barged into my room pulling the cover abruptly. I wanted to hiss at the light. Wait, it was still morning!!

"Go take a shower, you look like hell," I looked at him weakly, literally didn't have the energy to move. "Okay then," He shrugged.

I felt his hands get beneath me before putting me down again in the tub. I didn't argue and tested my head on the edge closing my eyes.

I felt him go out and a minute later heard his footsteps. "Here, drink this," He put a cup with liquid onto my lips, I whined not wanting to drink anything. "Elena, I swear to God if you don't drink I'll force you." I sighed but obliged.

"Now can you please take a shower?" I nodded and watched him get out. I stripped and let the water spray down my body. I didn't have the energy to do more so I just dried off and put on the clothes Tommy left.

At least they were comfy, a hoodie paired with some sweatpants. I got out to find him still in my room, he walked towards me making me pause then leant down... sniffing my hair?!

"I knew you wouldn't wash it get in there I'm washing it, you really smell," Ever so blunt. I walked back anyway, it was so soathing getting someone to wash your hair. After he was done he helped me dry it off and put it in the worst messy bun ever.

"Happy now?" I said in a whisper.