0 Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart
Chapter 36: 3.5°Celsius
..."
I managed to say in between the kiss with tears running down my cheeks.
Yes I was crying again
Not because I didn't wanted it.
I wanted it like a dying man needs water but I couldn't afford it.
The cost associated with his downfall outweighs my personal selfish enjoyment.
"Sshhh just relax....listen to me....just look into my eyes..."
As I looked up and stared into his understanding and calm eyes , my heart relaxed.
"Good girl...now I will let you go but you will not move...stay put...okay?"
I nodded and his grip loosened on my arms .
I was laying still on the bed with my hands on my sides as he stood on the side of the bed staring at me.
"Here take these"
He placed my medicine on my palm as I sat back up and I gulped it with a glass of water.
He sat next to me and started playing with my fringe rolling it on his finger.
I don't know why but this action always calmed me down.
"Why were you pushing me away Saph...you never did it before.."
His eyes looked hurt and I decided to look at my lap instead of his eyes.
"I....I....just thought...."
Should I tell him. I am so damn confused right now.
"No...it was nothing....I just didn't feel....like kissing...I was ....I was not ready....a...nd....you suddenly... kissed...so...."
I lied trying not to look into his eyes
"You didn't feel like? Huh?"
He suddenly laughed and not a normal laugh.
was something
not only hurted
with his rough hands and roughly
was so dominating and demanding that I couldn't
me and
He owns me completely.
mind may refuse but my body blindly obliges to his every whim and command It
fool my mind not to
gulped in air exhausted by his sudden
I was shocked.
so loving and
What happened today?
not that I didn't
did but his behaviour is
He just smirked.
my words Saph I won't be this gentle and
the determination in his
for once I was scared of
do if his patience
"W..hat do you mean...?"
smiled placing my flick behind my
me your insanity...now I
gone leaving
I was
this unknown side
on the bed lost in
my surprise his thoughts kept me so
kept ringing in my head again
will show
..................................................
Alessandro pov
if you have a problem then take another problem that is bigger than the 1 st one.....soon the 1 st problem will no longer look like a problem and you won't even
was not a
She was a challenge
her was a
her even if I have
say steel
Let's test it then....
will make her reality
that will kill
know it's very